Warnings: mention of sexual abuse, violent matters, mature language, self harm, mention of death and blood. Please don't read if any of these makes you uncomfortable. I never proof read...so sorry not sorry for mistakes.
"Hello, my dear Kyung..." The Man looked towards me as I trembled under his gaze.
"Kyung-shi, who is he?" Tae asked
"He's...my, biological father..." the room went silent, as I continued to talk
"Shouldn't you be in jail right now...after what you did to mum?" I stared back at him with my tears at the edge of my eyes.
He laughed while looking back at me
"You see the blood of your mother alone wasn't enough to satisfy me hahaha" he laughed like a maniac as the tears broke out.
The manager was getting security and the members pushed me back behind them in a protective way.
"YOU SICK BASTARD, DONT YOU FEEL ANYTHING FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE DONE? SHE DID NOTHING TO YOU, SHE JUST CARED FOR THE BOTH OF US AND YOU JUST KILLED HER WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT, YOU KNOW WHAT? I WISHED YOU WOULD DIED INSTEAD!!!" I scream and cried as the security came and dragged him outside to the police...
My breathing was uneven and I was shaking, this eventually stopped when we entered the dorms, everyone came to my room.
"Kyung...I think we need to know the truth, you lied to us about not knowing your past didn't you?" RM said looking at me with a serious yet soft expression.
"...you are right... I did lie" some of the members seemed shocked as others just stayed quiet.
"Around the age of 16, I was abused, both sexually, physically and in a way mentally by my father,
I put up with it because it protected my mother at first I hated it and cried, screaming my throat raw just to see him laughing at me while I was bleeding to my death,
this carried on for 2 years and eventually I became numb to the pain because I was doing it for her, but when she found out she and him had a full out fight, he grabbed a beer bottle and smashed it on her head causing her to bleed out to her death...I saw it all happen with my own eyes and that night I ran away from home and ended up at an orphanage,
but even there I was still numb, I would never talk to anyone unless I really had to and no one talked to me because I was always frowning, around this point I started self harming" I showed them my arm , full of scars
" but one year passed and it was getting better, I stopped self harming and I would talk a bit but never unless I was spoken to, one day we were playing truth or dare, a friendly version of course, and it was my turn and I chose dare just for the sake of it, and the dare was for me to sing, I did and apparently it was amazing and I ended up here as a trainee until I got into a group... the rest you all know..." I finished looking down as the rest just stared with sadness clear in their eyes, while mine were wet, covered in tears.
"Kyung...are you going to be okay?" Jin asked with a motherly feel
"I survived all of that didn't I? I'll be fine" I smiled, fake of course.
"Stop lying to us and yourself" Yoongi looked at me as I looked back at him with a shocked expression.
"We may have only been together for a few weeks but when you are friends with someone it's easy to tell when they're lying" he stared at me
I just looked down...but I suddenly felt a warm embrace surrounding me, I looked up and the members were all hugging me.
"Let it all out" Jimin said
My eyes widened
'how did I deserve any of this?"
I cried my heart out, with every member there hugging me and saying reassuring things until I passed out, with everyone still in my room.
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