When I look at you

never letting her go

A/N 

this was written very quickly late on a Friday night, i hope you enjoy. i have put some smut in here  

beca stopped talking. Chloe stared at her. chloe's face was pale,

"I'm sorry," Chloe whispered, not fully knowing what she was sorry for, all she knew was that she was sorry,

"sorry for what," beca said matching her tone,

"this," Chloe said quickly before grabbing becas face and pressed her pale greyish lips to becas. this is what she needed. she needed this, her heart skipped a beat when her lips hit becas.

"never apologise for that," she gently kissed me back, this time it lasted longer. beca smiled and rested her forehead on Chloe's.

"i love you,Chloe," that name, that nickname. Chloe hasn't heard them words in weeks, the last time Chloe heard that nickname was when Aubrey called her that.

"listen, i understand if your not ready to do this but everyone doing a little get together tomorrow night, it will just be a fe.."

"ill go, only if your going," beca whispered, their heads still together.

"of couse i will,"

"can i sleep here tonight?" beca said shyly

"of course you can,"

without another word both girls laid down, beca holding Chloe through out the night, never letting her go.

chloe woke up to beca strocking her hair then placing light kisses on her shoulder before pulling her closer. chloe turned her body around so that the two womans were face to face.

"how did you sleep?" chloe said pushing a strand of becas hair behind her ear.

"its the first full nights sleep I've had in weeks, i really do love you,"

"i love you too," neither of them wanted this to end,

"the meet up isn't till 5, its 12 now, want to just sit here for a while?" Chloe offered slowly looking into becas eyes.

"yeah, i really do," beca said with her first genuine smile in a very long time,

both woman sat there staring at each other talking and just holding each other, this is what they needed, this made Chloe feel whole. time passed by fast, too fast in Chloe mind,

"its three thirty, should we start getting ready?"

"yeah sure," both woman spent the next half an hour getting ready, beca wore ripped black skinny jeans, a grey vest shirt and her famous blue and black flannel shirt, she wore light make up but with her famous black eye make up. Chloe on the other hand wore a short red dress with little red heals and light makeup. the night was full of fun, jokes and drinking. although beca didn't remember a lot of people there she felt a connection to them all, as if she had known them all her life, as if every one of them were her best friends. Chloe was very drunk and so was beca,

"your such a bitch beca," Chloe giggled, as they both stumbled down the alley way to Chloe's car.

"aww, you love me really,"

"yeah i do," beca stopped walking making Chloe stop too,

"are you okay?"

"come here," beca said seductively pulling Chloe towards her. their mouths moulded together and kissed each other softly...at first but then Chloe need took over quickly and things got rougher. Chloe started sucking becas bottom lip and bit it. beca started moaning into Chloe mouth. beca stepped back and wrapped her legs around Chloe's hips, her arms rested on her shoulders. beca started attacking her neck with kisses, nips and bites and left marks wherever her lips touched. Chloe wanted to claim becas body as her own. after Chloe had left love bites all over her neck beca let go of Chloe and roughly pushed her up against the wall, she let her body slide down to Chloe's thighs and left love bites all over her legs until she was on her knees and lifted her legs over her shoulders and them there.

she was extremely wet. beca instantly inserted two fingers into her and pumped them in and out to the knuckle, hitting her sweet spot every time.

"ahh fuck fuck fuck, beca yes fuck," Chloe moaned breathlessly. beca added her tongue licking and sucking her clit. Chloe gasped and moaned in pleasure, her body beginning to shake uncontrollably. beca could tell she was close.

Beca pumped her fingers in one last time, this sent Chloe over the edge. she screamed Becas name with multiple curse words. Beca waited for her to ride out her high before standing back up. Chloe stared at Beca before grabbing her face and kissing her roughly, Chloe reached down and undone Beca's jeans before sliding them down to her ankles and off, Beca letting out loud moans and her hips jolted forward. Chloe spread becas legs slightly before kissing up becas left thigh leaving little marks all over it,  she slowed down the misses as she moved closer and closer to the DJ's core, Chloe reached the top of becas inner thigh before moving over to the left thigh. doing the same process, halfway up becas thigh Chloe heard beca whisper

"please f..f..fuck me," she moaned, this just spurred Chloe on,  with this she looked up into becas eyes before thrusting three finger inside of beca, this caused every curse word to roll off of becas tongue as her back arched in pleasure, seeing this Chloe added her tongue to becas clit making the brunettes hips jolt, beca was screaming Chloe's name as her whole body shook with pleasure, 

"I'm... I'm gonna cu....fuck fuck," 

beca moaned as her body uncontrollably shook violently as she was about to cum, becas body went numb and her body stopped shaking, her vision went black. her eyes opened to Chloe in nothing but stockings on laying shaking on the bed as she screamed becas name, 

"I'm cumming I'm cumming, fuck fuck oh god," Chloe screamed as her back arched and hips started jolting towards beca. 

she waited for her to ride out her high before looking around the room to see a wedding dress on the floor along with a suit, she couldn't feel her body but could smell the champagne, she could hear the song titanium playing in the background but couldn't feel anything. the music stopped and beca could hear her name being said before her vision went black,

"beca...beca," she opened her eyes to see Chloe looking very worried,

"i remember, i remember our wedding night, the room, the champagne, you, the song, we were listening to titanium, we were having the best sex ever," beca said with a huge smile, 

"you what?"Chloe whispered with a huge smile and a tear rolling down her eye,

"i remember our wedding night," said whispered again wiping the stray tear rolling down Chloe's cheek. 

"i remember our wedding night Chloe, i love you so much,"

and when all the wars are over, a butterfly will still be beautiful

Rubin Bond