When I look at you

i love you too

Chloe hadn't eaten or slept, she hadn't left that room. she had showered once in a month. beca had brought out a whole album that she had been plying on repeat. Aubrey didn't know what to do. Chloe had locked the door and hadn't left, Aubrey didn't want to give up on her best friend but also knew there was nothing she could do to help her. Amy had wanted to try and get her out so she went to Aubrey to try get her out. she walked up the stairs and stood outside the door, she knocked lightly

"hey chlo...its Amy," no reply

"I'm coming in okay?" still no reply. she sighed and gripped the handle and turned it but it wouldn't open, what the fuck? amy thought. she shoved it again whith her shoulder, still nothing,

"CHLOE, ARE YOU OKAY?!" amy yelled. she slammed her body against the doo, it wont budge.

"Aubrey get up here quick!" she screamed and she saw him run out of the sitting room and thunder up the stairs.

"what! whats happened?" she asked breathlessly

"when were you last in there?"

"uhm...i think sunday, nothing since why?" she asked frowining

"the doors stuck," amy said, her eyes went wide as she ran to the door, she tried it first, but nothing. she shoved her body weight against it but it wouldnt open. amy put a hand ov her shoulder and moved her back.

"aubrey stand back," Amy practically ordered as she hung onto the door frame and kicked chloes door, it began to loosen. amy jumped and kicked the door using her arms for momentum and the door broke off its hinges with crack and snap. both girls ran in in panic, shoving it down on top of something which they soon realised was a chair and stumbled over the top, the room looked empty, her bedroom window shut. amy turned around and helped aubrey over the carnage of the door. she darted around her head about the room then turned to chloes wardrobe and slid the door back....and there curled up with a bottle of wine was chloe. she screamed and kicked her sock clad feet, which clashed with a pair of stripy pyjama shorts and a baseball shirt. amy pulled out her phone and text beca

'we need you here now, get here asap. we at Aubrey Chloe freaking out please' the message was vaigh but it will do.

"n-no!" she screamed as Aubrey tried to take the bottle of wine off her

"this is my whole zone...." she slurred as aubrey stood with her hands on her hips,"for-for me!" she paused and looked around at the two of them with heavy eyes and tear stained cheeks "you stop judging me," she mumbled, poinging at them seperatly

"cos these are my f-faviourite socks!" she yelled and used her free hand to raise foot almost round her neck which displayed some very creative Christmas socks. she sobbed a few times before looking up at them again

"and I've only been drinking for two days," she weeped and sniffled.

"chloe....c'mon" aubrey said sternly. she tucked her legs up to her chest and took a swig of wine

"i feel assumptions from you," she wobbled out pointing at her dad then back at her a few times quickly

"i feel judgment from you...you dont know whats in my heart!" she yelled at them, she took a big gasp"cos your- your sexist! AND RASIST!" she growled as amy looked at the door to see an out of breath beca

"and you guys smell weird," she criend softly and blubbered

"im sorry you dont...just everyone go away!" she yelled, by this time beca was looking at Chloe in the closet

"would you please?"she asked, they gave her a nod and the two girls left, amy gave beca a smile before leaving.

chloe looked at beca through blurred an teary eyes. she reached down to chloe and she started flailing her arms around.

"you get physical with me and ill get physical with you!" she slurred out and she grabbed the wine from chloes hand and slammed it on the bedside table.

"Aubrey make her a coffee please!" beca yelled, "c'mon chloe get up," beca said softly, as she crouched down, taking her arms and pulling her onto her jelly legs, as much as she fought beca won gripping her tightly. chloe stopped fighting as beca let go of her, she picked up the bottle of wine and took a swig.

"i give up," beca huffed before sitting back onto the bed, chloe looked down at the floor like a child being told off,

"i tried ya know, i tried to forget you, i tried to remember everything else but it was the other fucking way around, i couldnt forget you and my past...well still a mystery," she fake chuckled,

"i dont care anymore ya know, i was so happy getting that job, so happy being with you. then you broke me, so thank you for that," chloe just cried

"you got anything to say, i think ima head back to my place,"

"i- i dont even know,"

"what dont you know Chloe?" beca said not looking at her, she just kept drinking

"i don't know how to tell you,"

"tell me what," beca still not looking at her

"well, I'm pregnant, the scans bullshit, that's why I'm getting fat, eating, all of that shit, is coz I'm pregnant,"

"your fucking what?"

"pregnant,"

"is that why you left?" beca said bluntly still trying to understand what was going on,

"yeah, i though you were gona leave or something like that,"

"no, never, i couldnt do that to you chlo...i love you and want to be with you,"

"then be with me," chloe blurted out,

"your gonna move back in yeah?"

"yeah, yeah i will, I'm gonna stay here tonight, but ill move back tomorrow,"

"if your staying i am, you think I'm gonna let you out of my site then your stupid,"

"fine, im tired now, i know its only nine but im gonna tell aubrey we are staying here and talk to her for a bit then come to bed, ill help her fix the door another day anyways,"

"okay,"

"i love you,"

"i love you too," Chloe said simply before laying down on the bed and drifting off