When I look at you

she could run

A/N

this is short, this is quick and this is a cliff hanger. this is a two part chapter as i have very little time to write at the moment. hope you enjoy.

not long had past around a week and beca and Chloe were closer than ever, everything was going well. it was going amazing in fact. Beca was still sleeping as Chloe woke up in her arms, she kissed her forearm and turned around so she could watch beca sleep. she was so peaceful, so almost happy, even whilst she was sleeping she was perfect in Chloe's head, nothing has changed, they were both in love. they were both so in love with each other. 

Chloe smiled and closed her eyes to try and fall back asleep. she couldn't, something was wrong, her stomach flipped. she practically jumped off the bed and ran to the toilet waking beca in the process. Chloe started throwing up violently. this had been going on every morning for a few days, this was the first time she had woken beca, beca didn't even think about it before running to the bathroom to be with Chloe, 

"you okay baby?" beca said after grabbing Chloe's hair holding it behind her head and rubbing her back,

"i think i need to see a doctor or something," Chloe said breathlessly 

"why?" beca looked worriedly 

"i just think i need to see a doctor, i've been really ill for a few days," 

"oh....okay ummm...sure, ill call later,"

"whats wrong,"

"im worried,"

"about what?" 

"you," chloe stood up looking at beca and flushing the toilet

"I'll be fine baby girl, ive probably just got a stomach bug or something, it wont be a problem i promise,"

"o..okay just as long as your okay," beca leaned forward to kiss chloe when her face was met with a hand, beca just looked at her in a very confused manor

"ive just been sick and i havent brushed my teeth," beca giggled at this,

"what if i kiss something else," she said with a wink and a smirk, 

"i don't think i would mind that," Chloe blushed, beca pulled her back into the room, 

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"yeah, hi i'm beca Mitchel  i would like to make an appointment for Chloe Mitchel,"

"well shes been throwing up every morning for the last few days, yeah okay, have you missed your period?"beca said looking at Chloe,

"yeah?" Chloe didn't even look at beca she just looked at the floor,

"yeah she has, have you been eating more than usual? gained any weight?"

"both,"

"yeah both, umm okay, Chloe she wants to talk to you,"

"okay, hi, yes I'm Chloe Mitchel, okay. yes, okay okay thank you," Chloe put the phone down and stared at it

"what did she say?"

"that its probably just a stomach bug, if it gets worse or i start loosing weight very quickly then i need to go but apart from that i should be fine,"

"okay, yeah, that amazing," beca said pulling chloe up and kissing her, beca smiled into chloes mouth and chloe pulled away, smiling herself

"im going out with Aubrey for lunch in ten minuets so i need to leave,"

"okay, what time will you be back?"

"i have no clue, wont be too late baby girl," chloe smiled and walked over to door grabbing her car keys,

"oh and if you are going out can you let me know,"

"yeah of course i will, have fun," Chloe left and walked down to her car, getting in and driving off straight to Aubrey, she called her along the way to let her know, she didn't answer the phone though, she didn't care at all, all she wanted was to get away, go anywhere other than home, as she got to Aubrey she knocked hard,  she didn't answer, 

"Aubrey its Chloe please answer the door," she knocked hard one more time before seeing her open the door,

"hey Chloe, whats up?"

"you need to go to the store get pregnancy tests,"

"what?!"

"you heard me, you cant tell beca, she cant know," Chloe said quickly panicking,

"Chloe we went to the doctor, there isn't a baby,"

"i want to be sure, I've been throwing up every morning, I've been eating more, gaining weight, all of it, please, the doctor told me to,"

"okay lets go," Aubrey said grabbing her purse and shoes before grabbing her keys and walking to her car, Chloe didn't talk, she didn't say a word, 

they said she wasn't pregnant, there was nothing they could have done, its gone. there's nothing there, they cant be wrong. no heart beat, no signs, nothing, she had accepted it, her and beca are happy they are finally happy, this is cant be happening. Chloe was so scared and off in her own mind, she didn't notice Aubrey get out of the car, she didn't notice Aubrey get back in and didn't notice her pulling up outside the house.

"Chloe, you ready?"

"no, i have to do this though,"

"i got you five, i want you to be sure,"

"thank you, ill pay you back,"

"no need, ill cover this," both girls got out the car without another word, Chloe walked upstairs with Aubrey behind her, Chloe went upstairs and sat in the bathroom, Aubrey handed her the bag and went to leave 

"don't go too far,"

"what,"

"just stay outside the door,"

"i wasn't even gonna leave i was just gonna turn around,"

"yeah, that better," Chloe did what she had to do, that was gonna be the longest five minuets in weeks, she looked up to Aubrey and without a word Aubrey grabbed them, 

"want me to look at them once they are done?" Chloe didn't say a word, she just lifted her head and looked at her, Aubrey look this as a yes. Chloe just didn't say anything she just stared at the floor. she could feel the butterfly in her stomach and knew this could go really wrong, beca could run, she could get scared and leave her. this cant be happening. her thoughts were interrupted by the alarm Aubrey had set on her phone. Chloe just looked at Aubrey.

"what does it say?"

"Chloe..."

perhaps this is what the stories meant when they called someone heartsick. your heart and your stomach and your whole insides felt empty and hollow and aching

Gabriel Gracia Marquez