Loving Her ~ Book FIVE

Not A Chapter!!

I'm writing this short note because I feel like screaming and/or throwing something lol maybe both!

or should i write that sentence like this?

i"m righting this short note coz i feel liek screamn an/or throwen sumthin lol may bee both!

I'm not having a dig at anyone or making this a personal attack at any of my readers... I just feel sharing some things with you guys.

I know my chapters have mistakes, errors in spelling, grammar, I use Australian English so half of you don't understand what they hell I'm saying, I write my dates as in 20/07/1980 ( 20th of July, 1980... my birthdate lol), I've grown up on the metric system, so i use kilometres, centimetres, millilitres, litres, kilograms, grams, etc. I have to look things up to translate American to my Australian, like the weather, I am in Celsius, Fahrenheit confuses the hell out of me, as it would in the reverse to you guys in the US.

I have a giggle when you guys get confused with the seasons, we are not called down under just for the fun of it lol Everything south of the equator is the opposite to the north... our cyclones rotate clockwise whereas your hurricanes are anticlockwise... 10-12 % of the worlds population live in the Southern Hemisphere... so I guess it's easy for most not to understand (i just had to look that up myself lol... google is amazing, isn't it? haha)

We call Autumn, Autumn... not fall... I've never understood why the US call it that until my brain clicked one day and yep... is it because the leaves turn and then fall before winter? .... you learn something new everyday!

like I've said before...if you are unsure of what I'm talking about...google it!

Apparently (according to a t.v commercial I once saw about our water restrictions)... South Australia is the driest state, in the driest continent... and it sure does live up to that... so it's been nice finally seeing some rain this week, even though it's fucking freezing lol and to that, I mean it's been only like 7 degrees Celsius... which to most is probably warm haha

I'm rambling on about crap now, so I apologise for that...

I know I get a little slack in replying to most of the messages and inboxes, but that doesn't mean I haven't seen them, that's just me forgetting to coming back to them and replying.

I'm one of those people that break down and think the worst whenever a negative comment is posted, I'm such a lucky girl not to get many of those and the ones I do (which is rarely) I delete immediately otherwise it chews at me over and over...if it's gone, it's forgotten and I can move on. But that doesn't mean it doesn't affect me when I see, they do hurt and they do have that effect on ones mind that make you want to give it all up because you don;t think it's worth it.

I LoVE writing these stories for you guys, and I do want my readers happy with what they read (even if it does make you cry)...I know each and every character in this story, their birthdays, names.... they are my babies... to some of you that think they family is big, I care for a lady at work, who has just turned 100, she has 9 kids (NINE!!!) and her daughter that I see everyday with her mum had 8 (I think, either 7 or 8 lol)... she was telling me about a recent family get together there was... 69 grandchildren... and 78 great-grandchildren...now that is BIG!!!

I love that my babies (Brax, Jace, Aidan, Cade and Izzy) all have had babies and even if they were 'teens' at the time, I still love them all the same... all my characters are apart of me and they do sometimes feel real.

I don;t want to stop writing, I know that I have slowed down A LOT but it's not like I never update anymore... I don't mind that you say update from time to time...but I've seen a few that make me want to scream... like 'update faster' 'you never update anymore' 'what's taking so long?' it's ones like that get to me... more so the ones that are sent to my inbox...those ones do piss me off.... (yep! I'm whinging but it's my book and I'll do what I want too.)

I never liked English as a subject... in fact I failed it in year 11 and never continue it in year 12... I hated it with a passion...I'm surprised I can even write a readable story... my chapters, each and every one of them have not been edited... they will be once I have completed the series...YES! there will be 7 stories in the Taylor Series and then I'll be making a Williams series ( 4 stories in that one)

So if you see a mistake... I know it's there... I wear glasses and most times still half blind with them on.... I'm dyslexic, so sometimes I will flip a whole word around the wrong way and it will look completely normal for me... that happens a lot, most times I don;t notice at all until I've read the published chapter...that's why the correction comments shit me off, I know they are there and when I do go back into fix the chapter... it doesn't tell me where that exact comment was left on that mistake.

that's just becoming a pet peeve for me with the way you can leave comments on moblie devices. Another one is commenting on parts at the start of the chapter before reading the whole thing first...that I don't get.

well that's enough from me for now.... the next chapter is coming along and I'll remove this once I have that chapter posted...so I think I can have it done by tomorrow or wednesday...

Until next time, see you soon!

Heather xx