|| Hoseok ||
Hobi sat alone in his cozy apartment just a few blocks from Yoongi's. He had planned on moving closer to Yoongi, but there were no available apartments closer to him.
Hobi had dialed it down on being around Yoongi so much because he believed he needed to try something new to help Yoongi cope.
Hobi was on his phone quite often now just waiting for a text or call from Yoon.
His devotion to helping him out was never ending.
After around 3 hours of Hobi being in his phone, it had died. Generally it lasted longer, however, he hadnt plugged it in the night before. It was only 11:15.
He went and plugged his phone in and allowed his eyes a break from the device. He went to his kitchen and finally prepared himself some food.
He made an omelet.
He began eating.
His phone received a message.
He didn't hear it.
The message was deleted.
|| Yoongi ||
Yoongi hadn't slept the night before. His thoughts we're too busy to allow his eyes to even shut.
He listened to music all night long.
It calmed him in certain ways and kept him awake in others.
He was one who listened to lyrics, not beats.
He could care less it the song sounded catchy, he was drawn to people's thoughts and words.
One of his recent favourite songs was one he never found on the streets. It was called hug all your friends by cavetown.
He clicked the play button once again in the song.
He just laid in his bed while to music continued.
"Hmm hmm hmm hm hm hm hmmm hmm hm hm hm. " He hummed along soothingly.
After a while he thought it would be slightly less lonely if he went on social media.
He browsed for a while until he came upon an article about a familiar location. The title read "Death in local barber shop. " Yoongi dared to click the article.
He saw the name of the shop.
He was quick to click the off the article and grab his keys and carelessly grab a hoodie.
He opened his door and nearly ran into a familiar gentleman.
"Hey bud.. I uh... I don't know if you found out yet but.. Juro... "
Yoongi felt his hands shaking.
Juro handed him a box of things labeled "Min Sugar. "
Yoongi grabbed it and felt his eyes well up at the nickname yoongi was given in his childhood.
Juro was like a grandfather to Yoongi. He never wanted him to leave.
Yoongi felt like shit for not helping Juro when he saw him in pain.
Juro's son backed off and walked away, not sure what else was to be said.
Yoongi pulled himself back into the home and shut the door weakly. He nearly dropped the box on his way to the couch.
He placed down the box and opened it.
Inside were sentimental items Juro had always kept in his shop and never let anyone touch.
Yoongi pulled out the objects and delicately put them on a well dusted, yet lonely shelf.
afterwards, he went back into the box and pulled out Juro's favourite sweater.
It was soft and cozy inside.
The outside was grey with what used to be a blue and white animated whale with a pirate hat and hook on its fin. It popped out behind the words "Juro's family hair co. " The sweater was worn now.
Juro had a love for fish and what remained of his family.
He only had two sons left. He considered Yoongi his grandson even though they weren't related.
Yoongi immediately took off the hoodie he was wearing and put on the sweatshirt.
Yoongi tossed the box onto the floor and heart something shift in the box.
Yoongi pulled the box back over and picked the paper up. It was a note.
Yoongi,
I never had someone in my family to love me properly. I was out casted much like you were. I want you to know your mother loved you much more than you could comprehend in your youth. As we grow older, we begin to face things we never wanted to face. Just because we were gifted certain things, didn't mean we could keep them. There is evil in this world. You of all people sadly know that. I know your greatest fear, Yoongi. It's written in with each of your delicately selected words. No matter who tries to change your fear, you won't let them. Your fear, Yoongi.. Is you.
Yoongi turned the page eagerly.
Yoongi I never meant to hurt you the way you never knew I did. It was me who bursted into your home that night. I was The one who beat them. I was scared and selfish. I knew what your father did begin closed doors. Along with your mother. They were just different and I couldn't comprehend it. I'm sorry for it all. I am going away now because of what I have done. Please live your full life, Yoongi. Dont follow in my footsteps.
-Juro
Yoongi crumpled the paper up and threw it in the box. He wanted to throw himself out his bedroom window.
He picked up his phone and made his last attempt at feeling better by texting Hobi.
Hoseok 🌞
Hoseok I really need
Someone right now.
Delivered 11: 46
Yoongi felt his hands shake as he waited.
He decided it was useless and he deleted the message.
He went into his room and tossed the phone on the bed. He opened his window and sat in the windowsill.
He pondered his thoughts and finalized his decisions on what he was going to do.
He wouldnt do it now. He needed to wait for the right time. When nobody would be around anymore.
He wanted to push everyone away before he left so they wouldn't be sad about him leaving them.
|| Hoseok ||
Once he finished eating and rinsed his plate, he checked his phone. He saw the notification from Yoongi.
He checked it.
Yoongi ☪
Message deleted: 11: 50
YOU ARE READING
For what it's worth || Sope
أدب الهواة"You are worthy. Your problem is that nobody hates you more than you do." He refused help until he met the sun. Smut. (Idk if you guys consider it good or bad)
