|| Yoongi ||
It had been a week since Yoongi read the horrific note from Juro. He was plummeting into one of the deepest pits he had ever experienced in his entire life.
All the years of feeling safe around Juro.
Gone.
All the hard work to help Yoongi out of the bottomless pit were thrown away along with the few good things Yoongi had. Yoongi ignored everybody now. He was succeeding at pushing everyone away.
The first one he left in the dust was Tae. Tae became very busy, so it wasn't often that he reached out as it was. It was easier for Yoongi to let him go.
Next was Jungkook. In the amount of time Yoongi had finally been getting better, him and Jungkook grew closer. They became very good friends and it wasn't uncommon for them to meet for some sort of activity once a week.
Jungkook had to fly to Russia to meet up with a friend he had been chatting with over Instagram. They became very close, almost as close as Tae and Kook.
Next was Seokjin. Jin was busy with helping his family in terms of getting out of a financial nightmare. Jin had to pay for their mortgage, electrical, and water bill, which stresses him out immensely.
Next was Jimin, who Yoongi hadn't talked to so much anyways. It was still so difficult for Yoongi because it was truly Jimin who kickstarted Yoongi's path to happiness.
Jimin was not busy. He was just not someone Yoongi talked to much anyways. Jimin and Yoongi had a falling out years ago, which caused distance. They stilled reached out to each other when the other was in need.
One of the more difficult ones was Namjoon.
Namjoon was one of the only reasons Yoongi threw out all of his blades. Namjoon was one of the best things that could have happened to Yoongi.
Namjoon was one of the strongest people Yoongi knew of.
Namjoon was capable of coping by himself. He wasn't as happy as he looked. He had his dark times just as everyone else. Joon had suffered from PTSD for years, and still had episodes occasionally.
And finally, came Hoseok.
Yoongi and Hoseok were very close before Yoongi made the decision to cut it off with everyone.
Hoseok was one of the other reasons Yoongi wanted to live. They had a close friendship that became inseparable at one point.
Hoseok was hope.
Yoongi felt himself slowly crumbling as he thought through his unhealthy emotions.
He decided it may be time to finalize his ending for his friendship with Hoseok.
Jung Hoseok 🤐
Hoseok?
Read 7:46
What's up?
Delivered 7:47
Why the hell cant you
take a hint?
Read 7:47
..where is this coming
from? Are you drinking
again? I thought you
said you stopped?
Delivered 7:49
You know exactly what
I'm talking about. You
need to get out of my
Life. We just aren't
A good friendship.
Read 7:50
Okay Yoongi.. if that's
going to help you heal
then I will leave you
alone. But please
remember that I'm
always gonna be just a
phone call away.
goodbye Min Yoongi.
😔
Delivered 7:51
|| Hoseok ||
Hobi sat curled up on his bed, tears streaming down his cheeks. He wished he had fought harder to keep his friendship with Yoongi rather than just letting go.
Hoseok swore he was getting somewhere with Yoongi. Everything seemed to crumble down out of nowhere.
Hoseok has a horrible feeling in his gut as he sat in the dark pondering why Yoongi left him alone.
He decided to let Yoongi have time.
|| Yoongi ||
He sat alone under the window, his arms resting over his knees carelessly. He had just ended one of the most important relationships to him in the blink of an eye.
He hopelessly decided to drive out to the other side of town, almost for one last sight seeing adventure before he finalized fell into oblivion.
Yoongi grabbed his favorite shoes, his favorite hat, his favorite jeans, his favorite shirt, and his keys. Out the door he went.
Yoongi wanted to leave with the littlest of things he still enjoyed.
He passed the old barber shop where Juro had lived his whole life, and perished.
Right before Yoongi's eyes, everything disappeared.
Everything washed away into the other side of his world.
He felt everything leaving him and making him that same scared child he was when Juro bursted through the door and caused the reoccurring nightmare that haunted Yoongi for 14 years.
Almost every night. Juro throwing Yoongi's father into his own home. Kicking his mother. Punching his mother. Kicking Yoongi.
Everything became clear.
Everything became clear because Yoongi felt that nothing was clear, and for him that was his sick clarity.
As he drove, his thoughts became more dark.
He turned on his radio and drove, his baggy eyes barely noticing red lights.
He finally arrived to a familiar location.
He pulled down off the side of the road from the highway.
He realized this was where he slept once he left the hospital when he broke his ribs.
He pulled around to the same spot he was in the first time. He allowed his car to power off as he sat there, scared of what he would do.
He stepped out of the car and left the driver door opened as he pulled a keychain out of his car and threw it across the ground, towards some a tree.
He continued to rip everything with meaning out of his car, then he would repeatedly toss it in different directions.
Yoongi backed up, putting himself in the very middle of the that small pull off, and he fell to his knees.
The chorus of a song came on as he sat there, alone.
"Spin with me, endlessly, or at least until the end."
Yoongi lowered his head as he sat, staring at his limp hands.
He heard distant footsteps, which made him stand up and hurry himself past the trees where a large river of the city's water drifted along. The fence had been knocked down where he stood.
The footsteps neared him.
He took a step closer.
The footsteps stopped, right behind him.
"Yoongi?"
Yoongi hesitated as he turned around.
He turned to face a sad, bruised Jin woo.
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Fanfiction"You are worthy. Your problem is that nobody hates you more than you do." He refused help until he met the sun. Smut. (Idk if you guys consider it good or bad)
