For what it's worth || Sope

Just a little longer

The piercing silence was somehow calming, just as Hobi's presence was.

Yoongi sat, staring emptily at the forgotten relationship composed into a small ring from a little brother Yoongi let down.

Hoseok and Yoongi sat on opposite sides of the cold, dark, but comfortable apartment.

Hoseok had by now found a cuddly puppy to hold in his eager arms.

Lucifer loyally snuggled up to Yoongi, resisting the urge to explore the foreign boy sitting in the forever empty seat a few feet from them.

Finally, Hoseok couldn't take the temptation to know why they drifted apart after such a bonding event.

"So.. where did you go?"

The endless question made Yoongi think.

I don't know.

The different ways his mind, his body, his heart, his everything had gone.. was unexplainable.

The endless worry.

Demise a common thought without the ray of sunshine there to protect him the way he never allowed.

The plead ringing over and over in his head;

"Let me help you."

Yoongi simply went with what he knew.

"Into an endless spiral."

The different things that might have gone wrong began spilling into Hobi's head.

What Jungkook had told him now led to other various questions,

Has he hurt himself? Is he okay? What else could have happened?"

"I'm sorry I wasn't there."

Yoongi nodded silently, his gaze falling as if his eyes had lept from the shelf, almost foreshadowing the anticipation to do it for real.

The deep thoughts that threatened Hoseok's mind were soon washed away by the swift movement of him scooting up to Yoongi, pulling him into a cuddly hug where the silent heaves were released.

"Can you tell me what you felt when I was not around?"

"No."

"Please..? I won't do anything drastic."

"I.."

Yoongi became silent.

He thought through every little minute he had suffered through being alone.

Every single moment in which his friendly dark requested to pilot the ship.

"I didn't know how to exist so I didn't."

The words spoke a deeper meaning to Hoseok then presented.

"Let's get sleep."

The short minutes of preparation, Hoseok feeding the animals, then finding himself laying down, waiting for his desirable loved one to return and allow a cuddling sleep.
Finally, the pale boy appeared, the light from the bathroom behind him casting an angelic illumination beyond the boy, bringing out the darkness below his messy bangs, his eyes covered, but his innocently parted lips giving a sort of metallic pink glow.

Hoseok smirked to the sight, Yoongi noticing this, but not reacting.

The broken shards of light appearing through the curtains perfectly hit the two, Hoseok hugging to Yoongi's back as Yoongi grasped the large comforter to his neck.

He nervously stared at the closed notebook where his thoughts lay, dangling themselves out for the public eye.

Yoongi eagerly wanted Hoseok to fall asleep so he could get rid of the book.