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kissably confronting

A piercing noise made itself at home within Yoongi's ear.

"Yoongi?"

" Hobi.."

"Yoongi I'm so sorry."

The conversation he was eager to be apart of crossed his mind a million times a minute.

The sudden reality check that is his love filled his mind, and canceled everything else but the urge to be better for Jung Hoseok out.

His pride was the one thing keeping him from his text message or phone call.

He secretly pleaded for Hoseok to find him, or call him, or anything.

He needed something that he couldn't supply to himself in this moment and time.

"Hobi, I'm sorry for being so hot headed- fuck. No. Hoseok I'm sorry for putting you through this- shít!"

He rehearsed his defeat over and over until his tongue became tasteless for words.

He sat in a quick silence, still eager for unique thought or emotion that could give him the push he desired.

His constant waiting for all of 40+ minutes began to seize, and he gave into himself and got into his car, now taking the search party into his own hands.

A quick cruise was all he needed to spot his target, a lonesome dark haired boy sitting in the park, alone with his thoughts.

Yoongi parked his car and slowly trudged his way to the figure in which he would pour himself into only a few moments later.

"Hoseok, I'm sorry for dragging you through this."

Hoseok let his shoulders sulk, their previous tense posture causing a small ache.

"I want to be better for you."

The dark haired boy turned to Yoongi with an irritated face.

"What about you?"

The snow boy stood silently.

"What about me?"

The now standing and almost menacing Hobi continued with a stern voice, something that Yoongi was not used to, and in these terms fond of.

"Why don't you want to be better for you?"

The thought never crossed Yoongle's mind.

He stood bewildered with himself, almost eager to find an answer before the irritable man continued.

"I know your headspace and I know your answer, but fuck, how do I work with this? I want to help you but you have to know that unless you ACTUALLY want to be helped, I can't do anything. You're like an addict to your bad thoughts, leeching off of them to maintain a bad lifestyle, it's baffling, really."

"I'm sorry, I just-"

"Don't say it unless you mean it, please. Don't say anything, I don't care what sorries you plead, I care about what you do afterwards. I want you to fucking jump into my arms and say you promise you're trying, and kiss me, and warm me up, and I want to take care of you, bring you home soup and hugs, but I can't do anything if you don't meet me halfway. I can't help you out of your mind if you don't tell me where you are inside. I want to be your savior, Yoongi, but I need the password to get in."

The now teary eyed man, grasping yoongi's shoulders lightly stood staring into Yoongi's dark eyes, filling with care for the crying boy.

Yoongi pulled Hoseok into a hug, a grey, cloudy hue covering the skies and tinting the boy's pale faces, a cinematic movie scene playing over their irrationalities.

Yoongi couldn't think straight. His mind raced, and all he could muster up was a bold kiss.

He swiftly went in for a kiss, a trail of tears puddling into a small ocean below the two, as their lips intertwined.

Hoseok loosened up, then proceeded to hug Yoongles.

Yoongi wrapped his arms around the taller boy and squeezed, pulling them together in an everlasting cuddle kiss.

Hoseok pulled away and grabbed Yoongi's hand, leading him to Yoongi's car.

As they arrived, both getting into the vehicle, they continued, and softly let go after a while, becoming beautifully breathless.

They rested heads on each other, and spoke sparingly.

"Hobi, I want to try. I think I really want to be better this time. For good."

Hoseok moved from Yoongi, and looked at him, causing a chain reaction with Yoongi.

They stared at one another, until Hobi finally spoke.

"You won't always be happy, you know. There's ups and downs, I just want you to try. Don't over compensate, just try. As long as you do your part, I promise I will do mine."

The two shined their smiles and finally Yoongi started the car.

He drove Hobi to his car, and they parted ways for only a little while.

||???||

"Yes, boss I see them. Eyes on both, and their vehicles."

"Good boy, have 06 pursue them, we need this plan in action by the end of the week."

"Affirmative, I will forward the current information now."

"Excellent. Goodbye 04."

The man walked patiently, getting into a sleek, black Audi.

As the boys drove off, the man distantly followed, change routes enough, but following them by using gps tracking he had planted as the boys were occupied.

As they pulled up to the apartment building, he opened his laptop, flooding it with words and new found information about the subjects.

He waited in the car as they got out of their cars, and watched them parade into the building, not seeing which room they entered, but knowing enough the hunt them down when the time came.

|| Yoongi & Hobi ||

The boys sat on the couch, holding eachother tight in the cold room, the pets mimicking them down, next to the television.

All was calm, a soup was cooking in the kitchen, the house was picked up and cleaned, and there were smelly candles of pumpkin filling their noses.

The TV spoke a million words, but not as many silent ones as Yoongi and Hobi spoke to each other, eagerly asking what they missed with each other and how they were, but in complete silence. Neither wanted to interrupt the other's calmness, but they were eager to know about each other.

Hobi finally got up from the couch to check on the soup, and Yoongi moved around on the comfy couch.

The two were in a new harmonic flow and both enjoyed it abundantly, and saw a wonder filled future with it.

Hello creatures, I don't even want to get into the amount of spelling shit I got wrong in here, BUT HERES A CHAPTER!!!

The book won't be much longer, and I can't wait to torment you guys!! :)))

I have so many diabolical plans, but I need some time to work them through more, I want the ending to be one to remember.

Again, sorry for grammar, I'll fix it eventually.

Also sorry I keep disappearing, I literally have to say this every time jdjeodkksjd

Anywho, enjoy the book, see you next time