Crystal

Fear Is Nothing To Me Now

The tour was going really well, the wedding planning was going smoothly as well. Lindsey gave her no arguments on anything and she had never been happier being at his side. His presence on this tour made it even better than it had been before. Her boxed set was selling well, her concert was sold out, and she was getting rave reviews. Everything in Stevie's life seemed to be going perfectly well. Lindsey had been with her for three weeks but he would have to be going back to Kristen and their baby tomorrow. Her due date was approaching and Lindsey didn't want to miss the birth of his son. Stevie didn't blame him, this was a great moment for him and she had her tour to distract her from her negative thoughts. Besides, she would have her procedure to have her eggs removed for a surrogate after the tour, so they might have their own child soon, and it would already have a sibling. The thought kept her jealousy in check and she went back to being blissfully happy. As she finished up her set Lindsey was waiting for her backstage with a handsome smile on his face. "You were amazing tonight Stevie. I never get tired of hearing you sing, and judging from the crowd they don't either." He loved showering her with compliments because she always blushed and he knew she loved his praise. Right on cue Stevie's cheeks turned scarlet and she kissed him. "Thank you Lindsey. I love you so much." They walked back to her dressing room where she changed out of her stage clothes. She reached for her normal clothes and Lindsey grabbed them before she could get them. "Hey! Let me have those so we can get to our hotel!" she laughed. Lindsey threw them behind him and wrapped his arms around and caught her mouth in his. He bit her lip and she let out a moan. It was really easy from here as Stevie was already in the process of changing and only in her bra and underwear. He grabbed her ass, scooping her up and holding her against the wall. His mouth devoured hers and she gasped from the sheer intensity of the kiss. He planted kisses all over her shoulders and bare chest. He stopped at her breast and took her nipple in his mouth as she let out a scream. He could still do it to her. It really amazed him that he still could make her scream and he wanted to hear it again. He moved them to the couch taking every inch of her in his mouth. As he worked between her thighs her body tightened and breaths came in gasps. She was on the edge and screamed his name. She was so involved in their love making that she had no thought that they were still in her dressing room. He pulled away and lowered himself into her. They both gasped, God this felt so good. He thrust into her as her long red finger nails clawed at his back. He was bringing her to the edge and could feel it. He covered her mouth with his and her screams were in his mouth. He kind of like the way that felt. He thrusted faster, she felt so good around him, and she was increasing the intensity of the kiss. He felt out of control moving faster and faster until he collapsed on her. He pulled back and looked down at her. Eyes shining, lips swollen, she was smiling at him. She had never looked more beautiful. He didn't want to move. Didn't want to move forward as he would have to leave her tomorrow and he didn't know how he could make it without seeing her like this everyday. "Come on Lindsey, let's get dressed, we have to go now." she told quietly. She didn't want to leave either, but they had to face reality. He reluctantly got up and handed her her clothes and she his. As they walked out of the dressing room they were met with questioning faces. Oh, she guessed they would need to be a little quieter next time. They rode to the hotel in each others arms. They stayed that way until he reluctantly pulled himself from her arms to catch his flight the next morning. He took his face in her hands and simply said, "Stephanie, I love you." He walked out of her room and tears softly ran down her face. Things would be different the next time she saw him. He would be a father. 

One Week Later

Stevie's phone was ringing. She didn't want to wake up to answer it but realized why it would be ringing. "Hello?" she said expectantly. "He's here, he's perfect. I can't even describe this right now Stevie. I'm so happy. I can't wait for you to meet him." "Oh Lindsey, I can't wait either. I'll come as soon as my show is over tonight." "Great, I love you Stevie, I have to go now." "Love you too Lindsey, see you tomorrow." Stevie hung up happy for the short conversation. She was happy for Lindsey, but her heart was breaking that they hadn't experienced this together. He was telling her of a feeling he couldn't describe after another woman had given birth to his child. It was real now. William was here. Stevie stepped off the plane in LA and a car took her straight to the hospital. Her head was spinning, she really felt as if she was having an out of body experience. She was fucking thrilled to see Kristen and her smug fucking looks as Lindsey gushed about the perfect son that she had given birth to. Lindsey placed the baby in Stevie's arms and she got a good look at him for the first time. He looked so much like Lindsey and it made her smile. He was beaming looking at her with his son and told her she would have been a great mother. She didn't like the sound of it. It reminded her of the children she lost and made her wonder if he had already forgotten that she was trying to have a child of their own. Stevie was trapped in her thoughts. She couldn't wait to get out of there. She congratulated Kristen and kissed Lindsey goodbye. She had to get back to do a show.