Together Forever.

His Kiss

I looked up into his bright, shining, blue eyes then quickly down to his dark, black vans,

"Ethan, I can't. Just go, please." I murmured, he slipped his fingers under my chin and pulled it up, our eyes locked together,

"Please, Marie" he choked out, hearing the emotion behind his words I decided to give him a chance,

"What do you want?" I squeaked out, he slid his hand down to mine and intertwined our fingers together,

"Can we take a walk, love?" he was wearing the grey, blue, and white striped shirt I got him last year for his birthday, I always loved it because it made his eyes pop. He was also wearing his dark blue skinny jeans to complete his boy band, bad boy look,

"Marie, I just want you to know how sorry I am. I never meant for this to happen, she told me that she would help me get better grades in math. I never told you this but I'm failing, if I don't pull up my scores I don't graduate this year. Anyways we started talking and I swear I don't feel anything for her, I got caught up in the moment, babe. I only care about you, I haven't been able to sleep, go to band practice, and this is the first time I'm leaving my house in days" he stops dead in his tracks, I continued to walk but since he was still holding my hand I was yanked back and forced to stop.

He grabs my hips and spins me around so I'm staring up into his eyes; he was so much taller than me. I'm falling for him again and I hate myself for feeling this way. The way his blue eyes sparkle, the way he can speak with so much emotion but still be cool, calm, and collected, the way he has his ears pierced and can pull them off, the way he bites his lip and plays with his lip ring when he looks at me and is nervous, and the spark I feel when I'm with him and holding his hand,

"Ethan, I love you. I love you so, so much but-" I sniffled trying to hold back my tears, "but, I can't go back to you right now. You hurt me so bad, and I need to focus on myself now. You left me torn, broken, and more mentally tangled than I have ever been. You need to prove to me that you love me" those words just kind of rolled right off my lips.

A single tear rolled down my cheek, he brought one hand up and slowly wiped it away. He was taking in the words I just spoke to him. He kept one hand on my waist; the other removed a long piece of hair away from my face. His touch was so soft and innocent; he took a step closer to me. I bit my lower lip out of habit, he stepped closer. I stood up on my tippy toes because he was so much taller than me; he brought my face closer to his and slowly pressed his soft lips against mine. He kissed me over and over; so many times I lost count. His kiss was bitter sweet and he caught me off guard, I don't care I kept kissing him. Every thought of how he hurt me disappeared in that moment of time. I felt safe with him, and it got the best of me and my judgement.  I brought him closer to me, wrapping my hands around his neck. He wrapped his hands down around my waist holding me up so I wouldn't lose balance. I felt a tear roll down my cheek; I am feeling so many emotions right now. My poor heart must be crushed,

"Marie" Ethan moaned slightly under his breath after biting my bottom lip, I broke the kiss, trying to catch my breath, "Ethan, I uhm, I-" trying to speak, Ethan cuts me off by kissing me again, "Don't speak" he cuts off the kiss and whispers softly, feeling his warm breath against my lips. He pulls me in again, "Ethan, please" I break apart still close to his lips, our foreheads pressed against each other, he sighs quietly to himself, "I'm sorry, but please I need to see you. I haven't talked to you in weeks and I miss seeing your beautiful, beautiful face" I gaze down upon the chipped pavement, "I really need to go, Ethan" I sighed and I slid my hands down his shoulders past his tattoos. I could not even blame him for what just took place. I kissed him back, for a slight second I became weak and caved in. Memories flood back to mind.