GREY SKIES ! park jimin. ✓

34.

"it's cold outside~"

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The cold winds withered a bit as January came into view, celebrating the New Year with hugs and a few yells of excitement that night.

There were no pessimistic signs of me in a long time, and I liked it that way. One week we even went downtown and stared at the frozen lake, and we even tried for the last remaining flowers, making me smile and all that day.

But unfortunately, it was the boys' last twenty fours here.

I hadn't really talked to Jimin in person after the whole kiss thing.

I mean, I have to admit I felt something there. Like, really felt something.

And it was pretty awkward for me because it was my first kiss, but I don't know if it was Jimin's.

I honestly feel lucky that he was my first kiss.

But we didn't talk about it in our texts, and I haven't really had a real conversation with him since Christmas.

It worries me that I warded him off or something.

"Aren't you going to hang out with us and talk to your boyfriend later?"

Oh. And yeah, Miniu also came today.

I smiled a little, despite my mumbled words. "He's not my boyfriend."

"Sure." Everyone chorused, causing me to glare a little.

"Seokjinnie, tell them! He's not my boyfriend, and we only kissed once," Recalling the kiss made Yoongi glance at me sharply as Jin laughed.

"Oh, just because you haven't had your first kiss doesn't mean you should be jealous of noona, Yoongi hyung." Jungkook grinned at Yoongi, who sighed.

"I'm not jealous, I guess I'm worried or something." My brother shrugged, brushing astray pieces of hair from his face.

"Why?" Miniu chuckled.

"She's mine and our sister, who wouldn't be worried about a guy liking her?"

Silence.

"Yoongi, c'mon, Grey's a twenty year old adult. She can like whoever she wants to," Namjoon commented, making me smile.

"Exactly," I let out a sigh in Yoongi's direction.

He looked up at us, "Well yeah, I know that. . . I've just been taking care of you even before we were teens, and I know, I know; I should learn to let go and let you do what you wantㅡ Oh god, I sound like a dad." He made a disgusted expression.

"You know what I mean," He added.

I nodded in response, leaping onto.the couch and hanging onto him with a hug. "Hug back,"

I heard a small chuckle come from him, before he wrapped his arms around me briefly.

-

The day passed quicker than expected.

I helped Jin carry the bags outside, since no one else wanted to help.

Miniu was too busy making fun of Joon with Taehyung and Jungkook, and Yoongi already seemed dome with everyone and everything, so I didn't want to bother him.

"Hey, I forgot you could drive." I gestured to the car, as Jin nodded and sighed happily.

"Yep! And why don't you use your car much? It's literally dusty." He scrunched up his noise.

"Mostly because everywhere I go is within walking reach,"

The others came outside, Kookie always being the first one to get to me. He pulled me in for a hug, realizing he was almost taller than me.

"Aish, stop growing. I miss baby Jungkook," He laughed in my shoulder, letting go with a wide bunny smile on his face.

"Bye, noonaaaa~" He got into the backseat of the car, giving me a heart from his hands before closing the door.

Taehyung came with a boxㅡlike smile, hugging me tightly before letting go. "Make sure to tell Jimin hyung hello for me!"

I felt arms wrap around my waist from behind, catching glance of Namjoon grinning. "We'll see ya soon, okay?"

I nodded, before he let go and got into the other seat in front by Jin, who blew a kiss my way because he was too lazy to get out of the car again.

I turned around, seeing Yoongi with a cute smile on his face. It was obviously genuine. I opened my arms for the older, before he pulled me in for a hug instead.

"Just let me be sappy for once and say I love you,"

"Well, I love ya too," I changed my voice into a whisper. "And make sure to tell that special friend of yours a hello from me."

I giggled, as he pulled away with a slight pink shade on his cheeks.

He piled into the car, as Miniu put an arm around my shoulder and waved goodbye to themㅡ well, before Seokjin almost crashed into my mailbox.

I sighed as they left from view, going back inside with Miniu. I picked Mickey up, who was probably whining because they left.

"I think I'll go home now, and don't feel too sad. Remember that they'll always be back." She shuddered a little, before giving me a soft smile and grabbing her sweaters.

As the house went quiet again, aside from Mickey's pattering footsteps and old episodes of 'Moomin' playing on the TV.

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also jaemin might have this cute obession with moomin because i lOVE MOOMIN DEAL WITH IT

and in case you don't know what moomin is here's a really cute gif of him on a pink cloud

l e g e n d a r y .