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I spend a lot of my time sleeping. Sleeping and resting in bed. I think they worry about me, since I haven't had the drive to play on stage. I am determined to learn to play it opposite handed when I am up and around, and I think I've gotten good at it, but not as good as I was.

So I practice. I strum softly with my left hand, running it over the cords softly. I enjoy the feel of them on my skin, the cool texture contrasting my warm flesh. I smile, but eventually take it off and lean it against the wall.

I hear a knock on the door and go over to answer it without a second thought, but as I reach for the door knob, it shocks my finger tips. My mind sends me back and I stumble backwards on the floor.

Suddenly I'm being shocked, electrocutions making my body convulse.

"No stop!" I cry, my body shaking as I crawl into a corner, wrapping my arms around my knees and pulling them to my chest.

"Calum!" someone shouts, grabbing my wrists as I lash out at them.

"Stop! Don't hurt me please!" I shout, my eyes beginning to water.

"Calum, it's me! It's Luke!" he yells, trying to keep my arms from flailing and hitting him.

"You're lying!" I say, kicking him in the stomach causing him to stumble back on the floor. "Get away!" I shout and I see someone else walk in, taking in the scene and then rushing to the one I kicked as I sob in the corner, all of the memories of being electrocuted going through my mind as someone else runs up to me and turns me so I'm laying on my back, my wrists pinned to the floor as the person sits on my waist.

"Calum, calm down." they say calmly. I sob, breathing heavily as I try to make sense of what's going on.

"I-I-" I shake my head, still very unsure of what's happening, until a pair of lips connect with mine. I immediately recognize them as Michael's and it's as if I drank a cup of sleep medicine as I calm down right away. He pulls away and wipes some tears off of my cheeks with his thumb.

"Better?" he mumbles and I nod slowly and wrap my arms around his neck tightly and cry in his neck.

"Im sorry, Mikey." I whisper as he rubs my back soothingly.

"There's nothing to be sorry about baby." he murmurs softly in my hair. "It's not your fault." he says. Once I calm down, I pull away and take in a shaky breath, getting up and going over to Luke.

"Hey." I say, fidgeting with my fingers. "I'm sorry that I kicked you." I mumble.

"It's okay, Cal. You just knocked the wind out of me." he says with a smile and I hug him.

"Okay, sorry again." I mumble and walk back to where Michael was and sit on the mattress.

"Do you need anything, Cal?" he asks, coming to sit next to me.

"No," I mumble. "I'm just going to go to bed." I whisper half heartedly and crawl under the blankets.

"D-Do you want me to lay with you?" he asks smally and I pause for quite a while before I nod slowly. I feel the bed dip and he joins me under the covers shift before his body is pressed to mine and I become the little spoon."I love you." he whispers.

"I love you too." I smile. Eventually I think he fell asleep before I did which I was fine with, I wasnt that tired to begin with but I do eventually fall asleep.

When I wake I'm on the padded table, as I look around inmotice everything is fuzzy as if I were dreaming. But this is all too familiar to be a dream, it's a memory.

"Wake up you little twit." Ruby snaps walking in my room, the door flying open behind her.

"Ruby." her walkie talkie goes off and she lets out a frustrated huff and snatches it from her belt.

"What?" she snarls and they're hesitant to respond.

"Luke is here as you requested." he says, as she walks over to a metal swivel chair and takes a seat.

"Luke who?" she asks, seeming oblivious."Luke Hemmings, ma'am."

My eyes shoot open, but I don't move as thoughts swirk around in my brain.

Luke was there?

a/n HEY

ok so the prologue for that thing I was talking about last time is up its called The Amnesia Project so itd be pretty cool if you could check that out yea  so hope you enjoy and shit

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