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betrayal

"I just don't understand ,he could be a bloody serial killer or a rapist or a mentally disturbed person and you just gave him my numbers "

Stefanie gets into the car almost ignoring the anger in my voice.

"Oh please you act so uptight just let him take you to lunch and besides you need the break ,be spontaneous and free up a bit ", she says nonchalantly.

" Stefan I thought I told you I just wanted to focus on my studies ",I say .

" But its holidays soon and you'll still be studying when your peers have fun . Come on Rosalia . Just let him smell your rose petals and don't worry about being picked from the garden ,its okay "

"I hope my thorns prick him " ,I murmur

*
"Hurry up the movie is about to start !" ,Stefanie yells from the living room as I balance the popcorn and milkshakes in my arms .
As I place them on the coffee table and snuggle into the blanket next to Stefanie she presses play and the sound surrounds the room . My phone deeps and I choose to ignore it until it deeps again.

"Just check the message already", Stefanie says with a little annoyance evident in her voice .

See you tomorrow at Deli's . I'll pock you up at 11:30 .
Enjoy your night  ,Trisha or should I say Rosalia .

From :Wesley

I'm tempted to throw the cellphone across the room but I don't because if I do I won't own one for a while . I don't even remember giving this guy my address or agreeing to the stupid lunch. I switch my cellphone off and I continue watching  the movie .

*
I open my eyes and I'm staring at the television screen . I sit up and I'm on the couch with a blanket placed neatly on top of me .

" Oh you're up ",Stefanie says .
She's out of her pyjamas and hair is a still wet from the shower she took .
" Yeah ",I say my voice sore and hoarse .

" Go freshen up and come have some breakfast "

I made my way upstairs to her bedroom and then I grab my bag so I could get my toiletries.

After bathing I put on a jean and white top.

"what time is your lunch ?", is the first thing Stefanie says to me when I sit at the kitchen table .

I put some toast on my plate and I pour juice in my glass .

" Well good morning to you too Stefanie . How did you sleep ?",I say giving her a disapproving look.

"Oh please stop with the formalities . When is your lunch date ", she laughs .

" Fine ! ,fine its eleven thirty but I don't even know where he got my address . "

"Oh I gave him mine . He's picking you here ", she says without a worry in the world .

I look at her ...

" You're not serious . "

"Yeah actually I am ", she glances at the wall clock and then she looks back at me ," As a matter of fact ,he should be here in the next thirty minutes "

I glance at the clock . 10:58
What time did I wake up ?

"Don't even eat breakfast anymore or you'll be full before lunch . Just go watch television or something . ", she says taking away my plate and juice .

" Wait Stefanie ,I'm hungry though ",I whine .

" No just go . I think your phone has been ringing for a while . I'll clear up the kitchen ",she doesn't even bother looking at me as she gets busy .

Great...

I go to the couch and sit tightly with my phone in my hand .
A knock goes on the door and I jump at the sudden sound but Stefanie runs to the door with an excited shriek and a bounce in her step .

" Hi ,Wesley. Come inside ",she invites
him.

He smile at me when he looks through the house and he find my eyes .

Creep...

" Take a seat ",she offers .

" Oh no ,I think we could get going. ",,he says instead and he glances at me again .

" Of course "

I get up and I head upstairs and I get my purse .

"Let's go ", I say heading out the door . I ignore my friend's witty goodbyes .

When I stand outside the door he stands next to me as I stand shocked at his BMW X3 .

" I guess you like what you see ",he says .

" How old are you ? ",I ask him refusing to believe that he could possibly own such a beautiful looking car .

" 18", he says .

Great ,first he's a creep and now he's a year older driving a beauty and I'm ...I'm lost . he has his life sorted out .

"Come on ",is all he says leading me to the car .

I endure a terribly silent car ride although I must say I was feeling relaxed in those leather seats that I didn't mind .

When we get to the restaurant its fancy  .

" Wesley ,this is too much ",I point out .

He simply laughs at my reaction and leads me to a table . The waiter approaches with two menus and a smile on her face . Her uniform fits beautifully around her slim body outlining all her curves . I stop staring and I shake my head a little remembering Haley.
I haven't spoken to her for a while not ever since her big outbreak and confession. I was suppose to call her but I didn't because I still didn't know what to do .

" Are you alright?",Wesley asks  .
I look into his eyes and I nod .
After ordering the food Wesley relaxes further into his seat .

"This isn't about thanking me, is it ?", I say .

He smiles at my response as if to say that it was so obvious.

" No ,this isn't about thanking you ",he say placing his arms on the table and drawing closer to the table his smile never flickering as he does so .
I don't say anything as I wait for him to continue.

" This is about being drawn to someone and finding out what is it that filled you so close "