Broken (Completed)

"I love you...."

Ava
7 years ago

"Stay here. Do not move Ava, please baby" my mother tells me, pushing me behind the couch. My dad swings the front door open.

"OH BARBIE!" My dad yells, his voice echoing throughout the small house.

"Please. Lucas, don't hurt her she's only 10" my mother begs.

"I don't plan on hurting her, dear" he laughs and looks at her "it's you I would worry about" he says caressing her cheek. Her eyes go wide.

"Lucas...please" she pleads.

"Sit" he orders, she does as she's told and sits. He walks into the kitchen and grabs something. He kneels down to my crying mom, "Are you looking, Ava?" He asks still looking at my mom. I let out a small cry, answering his question. "Good" he says and plunges a knife deep into my mother's stomach. He takes it out. She gasps and looks at me with pain in her eyes.

"I love you...." He plunges the knife back in her stomach. She falls forward, landing on the floor. It doesn't take long for her to bleed out. I scream and tears pour out of my eyes, falling back on to the floor as he slowly walks towards me.
I was never the same after that night. I lost my voice. I tried to talk but nothing would come out, no matter how hard I tried.
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I was never allowed to go anywhere. I don't talk to anyone and have no friends. Most kids have a monster hiding in their closet or under their bed. Their monsters have horns and sharp teeth. My monster never hid, he walks around the house freely. My monster doesn't have horns or sharp teeth, mine has straight black hair and bright blue eyes. Their monsters go away when they hit a certain age but mine hasn't. I have to live with my monster everyday for what will probably be the rest of my life.
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"WAKE THE FUCK UP!" My dad yells at me, slapping my thigh. I sit up and cower to the corner of my wall.

"Stop being such a fucking coward, bitch" he says grabbing a handful of my curly, brown hair and pulling me off my bed and into his room. I don't try to fight I'm too afraid of what he will do to me. He punches me in the jaw 3 times. Knocking me out.
TRIGGER WARNING!!!! RAPE!!!!
(If you don't want to read it skip to where it says "scene over")

I wake up strapped to my dads bed. Fuck. He crawls on top of me and I start thrashing trying to get my hands and feet out of the rope as he grins that disgusting grin. I rapidly shake my head as he unbuttons my shirt. I'm crying and screaming but he pays no attention to me. He takes off his shirt revealing his naked, hairy chest and beer belly. I stop thrashing and lay there sobbing. I give up. He undoes my bra as I try to zone out. I think about my mom, my beautiful mom.

"Oh! Fuck, Ava!" My dad groans as he pushes himself into me. I'm completely numb at this point. I don't even feel like I'm in my own body anymore.
He finishes and leaves the room, leaving me tied up naked on the bed. Why does this happen to me? I mean I would rather it happen to me than some innocent little girl but still. Why God?

SCENE OVER!!!!

"I'm leaving" he says after coming back with a beer in hand. He puts his beer down on the wooden bedside table then unties the ropes.

"Look at me, whore!" He orders and I start crying again. He slaps me where he punched me earlier. I grab my clothes and walk to the bathroom.
After I'm done, I cautiously look outside to see if he is still there. He's not so I open the door slowly and walk out on the porch. A stray cat walks up to me, purring. It has black fur with white paws. It's pretty small and skinny.

I smile and get up. It waits for me as I get it a bowl of water.
I have an idea; what if I keep it? I could hide it in my closet.
I pick the cat up and bring it inside. If my dad finds him he's going to kill the cat and then me.

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Hiii! I hope you like my new book.  I worked really hard on it. Anyway I'm having my friend edit this book do hopefully it will be better than Prank Wars. Go check out her account. She's an amazing writer. Bye, love you my little jellybeans!
{Edited by: meldubuis }
Word count: 795