Detestable Love || Graylex (Grayson Dolan And Alex Aiono)

Chapter 36;

Grayson speaking.

We sat in the backyard on the table. It was Ethan, Sabrina and Conor seating next to each other while I was seating in front of them. I was looking at the ground, playing with my fingers nervously.

Ethan cleared his throat and I looked up to him, he and the others were surely waiting for answers.

"I don't have all day, buddy." Spat Conor coldly.

I gazed at all of them as they were all glaring at me. Damn okay they seem pissed as hell. I took a deep breath and placed both of my elbows on the table, avoiding eyes contact once again.

"You guys have to believe me, I love Alex with all my heart. Okay at first it was just to have some fun but it really isn't like this anymore. I love him and want him back here with me." I said in a low tone, trying as hard as possible not to cry.

Ethan moved his hand on mine as I glanced at him. He gave me a soft smile, he is my twin brother and he can tell if I'm lying or not with his eyes closed. I knew it wouldn't be hard for me to convince him, wish I could say the same thing about Conor and Sabrina. I could feel them still glaring at me.

"When were you planning on dumping him ?" Asked Sab as I could feel the disgust in her voice, she clearly didn't believe me.

I finally had the courage to look at her in the eyes.

"Never. I love him. I just want him to be happy."

We stared at each other in the eyes for a long time. I was a hundred percent truthful about what I'm telling her so I don't mind looking straight into her blue eyes until she believes me. I could hear Conor laughing sarcastically which made me glance at him.

"You wanted to dump him or him to dump you, you knew that forbidding him to make a youtube channel would piss him off to the point where it could end your relationship with him. Smart move."  He mocked as connecting the dots.
"Oh really ?" I said while laughing sarcastically as well. "Why would I want to break up with him if from your point of view, my whole plan is to have sex with him ?"

They all looked at me with a confused look. I sighed deeply.

"Yes, we haven't slept together yet guys. It's personal but since I'm here to be completely honest with you all, might as well tell you. First, yes I had sex before but with girls, I have fucked but never been fucked if that makes sense. We would always try but I end up feeling anxious when we arrive to the penetration part. Secondly, I felt anxious about him preferring his career over me, I was afraid of loosing him."
"You fucking need to find a solution to your anxiety." Said Conor as it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"I know, that's why I have been on fucking drugs !" I yelled as throwing the medicine box on the table.

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Conor speaking.

Okay. I didn't except this. I opened the box to see that it was half empty.

"Wait.. for how much time have you been taking them ?" I asked, still looking straight at the medicine.

Ethan glanced at it as well, shocked. He slapped the table angrily.

"Grayson ! We fucking told you not to overdose !" He screamed.

I scanned the box before scanning his face. It explains the dark bags under his eyes and him being extremely calm. If he was taking the right dosage, he wouldn't look like he was dying.

G looked at his brother and he just bursted into tears. E took a deep breath and sat next to him.

"Bring him back to me. I need to see him. I beg you." He said repeatedly while continuing to cry in his brother's arms.

Sabrina looked at me with sad eyes then grabbed me by the hand and dragged me far from the twins.

"Go bring Alex." She ordered while giving the keys of her car. "He'll listen to you more than me."
"But-"
"Conor, do you need anymore proofs that he is in love with A ?" She asked, surprised.
"No, no." I said before sighing. "Okay I'll try to convince him."
"No. You won't try. You'll do it. They need to see each other."
"Alright. But please try to talk to Grayson in the mean time. Even if he really loves Alex, he needs to tell him the truth."
"I know. Okay count on me."

I nodded and ran outside the house, time to get my best friend's ass over here again.