Detestable Love || Graylex (Grayson Dolan And Alex Aiono)

Chapter 41

Alex speaking.
22/05/17; 11:53 P.M
(1 month later)

Finally, my dream is coming true. I was one of the fastest growing channels on youtube. My business mail is full of big youtubers who wanna collaborate with me. Since my sing-off with Conor, I started posting covers on my own and everyone really liked them. I've got endless support from my supporters, my family, my friends and especially my boyfriend. I'm beyond thankful for everything I have.

Talking about my boyfriend, him and Ethan listened to me and made their own youtube channel too, they were doing really really good as well. We of course didn't hide our relationship, everybody knew about us and we got nothing but support.

I was on my way to my apartment. Yes, I got one and I also got a car because I received good money from my videos. I told Grayson to wait for me there since he have the keys and I didn't see him all day because I was too busy recording at the studio and editing my new cover that should be up tomorrow morning on my channel.

I opened the front door and entered my flat. I noticed that the lights were on in my bedroom so I guessed Gray must be in there.

"Baby I'm home ! " I screamed as I came closer.

He didn't reply. He just looked at me weirdly, like he wanted to say something but nothing came out. I came closer and lied next to him in bed, hugging him as he hugged back.

"What's wrong, are you okay ?" I asked, concerned.

He didn't say a word and just hugged me tighter. I started to really feel worried. I thought his anxiety was getting better because it's been since we got back together that he have shown nothing but a smile on his face.

"Is he still threatening you ?" Gray asked in a low voice, changing the subject.

Nate would send me a text message everyday, he would say things like "I'm near" "I'm coming for you." "Say goodbye." But he never showed up.

"He is. But if he wanted to really do something, he would have done it."

I was trying to confort him by saying that, but deep inside I knew that something was up.

"Anyways, you didn't tell me what's up ?" I played with his hair while asking that, trying to make him feel more comfortable.
"Oh- um. Nothing, social media is just stressing me out."

I looked at him deep in the eyes and raised an eyebrow as he stared at the ground nervously.

"Wow. Okay. Since when do you lie to me ?" I spat.
"I'm not lyi-"
"Oh hell yes you are. I know you Grayson. What are you not telling me ? I noticed that it's been awhile that you're acting weird. I thought you trusted me."

He sighed.

"Of course I trust you Alex."
"Then tell me what's wrong ? What. Are. You. Not. Telling. Me ?"

He let go of me and so did I. He adjusted his posture and played with his hands nervously as I was still laying there, watching his every move.

"Okay." He said before taking a deep breath. "Yeah, I've been hiding this from you and it's killing me inside."

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Narrator speaking.

Alex started to feel really anxious as he was thinking about what his boyfriend could be hiding. He must have cheated on him he thought.

Grayson knew that he was going to loose Alex. But he just couldn't keep lying to him, especially when Sabrina, Conor and Ethan knew about this.

"Grayson !" He yelled out of frustration. "Talk to me ! What did you fucking do ?!"
"I didn't feel something for you at first ! I just wanted to have sex !" Gray yelled back, as he realized how wrong this came out.

The curly haired immediately got out of the bed, staring at his boyfriend in shock. Shock quickly escalated to turn into disgust.

"Excuse me ?!" Alex proceeded to say, not wanting to believe this. "You played me all the time ?!"
"No ! No ! At first yes, but I fell deeply in love with you after a couple days ! Please let me explain !"

Alex started breathing really heavily, it was a lot to take in. He placed his hand on his heart that was beating very fast and faced the window, not wanting to look at the person that he thought he could trust.

"Look at me, please." Begged the American one.
"How can I fucking look at you ? You're disgusting. Guys like you disgust me. Why make me fall this damn hard for you ?! Why ?! I'm way more than a one night stand ! I'm a human with feelings !"
"I was in love with you all along. It was just hard to admit it to myse-"
"No. I don't wanna hear your bullshits."

He stared up to the beautiful dark sky in front of him, trying to relax.

" Get out. "
" Please, we can talk it out. "
" Talk out what? We're over, this wasn't supposed to end like this. It should have never started anyway. "
" You don't mean that. "
" I mean every single word of it. GET. OUT "
" Alex please- "
" Grayson, do I have to repeat myself again? GET. OUT ! "

Grayson looked one more time at the guy he legit could take a bullet for. He felt like the whole world was crashing in front of him and he couldn't even do anything about it. He then started to walk toward the door slowly.

" I won't give up on us. " he said while opening Alex's door " I'll win you back. "

Alex couldn't contain himself anymore. Some tears started to scroll down his face.

" I'll win you back. " he repeated " I won't give up on you, on us. "

Alex just closed his eyes, wishing that all of this just turn out to be a dream. Grayson's words kept repeating in his head over and over again until he heard his door closing. Was it really meant to end like this ?