「 🌙 」自殺した機械

not comfortable but it feels right.

comfortable but it feels wrong
not comfortable but it feels right

but because society says its right
then you go for the
" not comfortable but it feels right "

why? so people will finally shut up and you know that they are right.
who cares if you're not comfortable, you are doing the right thing.

even though your body say its not but your brain does. who are you going to follow?

of course the brain, dumbass.
not comfortable but it feels right.
society says its correct.
your family says its correct.
society is finally happy.
your family is finally happy.

your friends said no, don't follow them.

but why would you listen to your friends?
family and society knows what's best for you especially your parents.

your job is to please them, to make them happy.

you are doing this because you know its right even though you not comfortable. you are doing this so the people in your surroundings will finally shut up because you did what they want. you did this so you don't have to fight your parents because you know you are just going to lose.

so what's the point of fighting?
you can't win.

just fucking do it, you coward.
your ears keeps hearing those words.
" eww " " disgusting " unpleasant words. your brain got used to it so now it's saying, " who fucking cares, they are right anyway, just wear those. you are supposed to wear those so do it. "
and if you didn't do it, your brain is going to say, " you're not supposed to do this, wear this, or feel this. "
brainwashed? who knows. who cares.

not comfortable but it feels right.
" see? you listened to me, now you'll slowly get used to it. you'll go back to being normal and maybe after four months or weeks, you'll be happy. "

happy?
yeah, as long as they compliment you then you're happy too. they're happy because you did a good job. they're happy because you listened to them. they're happy because they thought you're happy.

yeah, your brain is already fucked up.
better listen to it.
not comfortable but it feels right?
no, its the right thing to do.

problem solved.