Me, Mom with(out) Daddy (COMPLETE- ENGLISH)

24. Conversation 2

Nathan White

I see she start crying... I don't know what I do but I just came closer and hug her in my arms.

"I don't like see you crying" She start sobbing.. I know all the things that she had before.. How difficult it was? How terrible it was? After awhile she start calm and I release my embrace and facing her.

"I just- I just don't know how to tell you... This couple years before was so hard for me.. I just thinking about stay here and take care of them.. that's all matters.. I've lost my mind about anything.. and I don't know how should I tell you when the first we meet before... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry Nath.." I wipe her tears from her cheek.

"I don't know I was pregnant before.. I've been blank at that time.. knowing you're not with me and with this baby.. all I know just make sure the baby was fine.."

I sighed and look at her eyes. 

"I'm so sorry cause I've been so angry before.. I just wish... I wish I was there to see her first words or even her first step.." I sighed and look at her.

"I was afraid... I'm afraid that you will took her away from me when you know the truth."

"How could you thought like that, you're her mother.. How can I take her away from you?"

"You-" she look at me.

"but I'm her father too Ella.. I don't want them grow up without knowing that they also had a father,and without any figure father in their life."

I see she nodded.

"I'm sorry about your sister and your mother too.. and I know about Alya." then she look at me.

"Please don't tell anyone about this.. she just five years old Nath.. I will tell her when she's ready to know about this."

"Yeah... I understand." I nodded.

"Anna's first word is daddy.." I smile when with her state.

"Alright.. I will talk to her and tell her about these.. You... you can meet her as much as you want. She's your daughter too." I smile happily and nodded.

"Great... thank you..." then I couldn't help my self.

I kiss her but after a second she pull back and break our kiss.

"Sorry Nath... I need to go home." she said without looking at me.

Great! what do you expect Nath? She thought you and her already over.. as she said before.

"Okay.. I'll drive you home." I walk and drive her home.

Ariella Grace

"Can I take them home tomorrow after school?" Nath asking me.

"Yes sure.. let me know if you want to meet them." 

"Ella..-"

"Nath... this is just for Anna.. I hope you understand.. and thank you for drive me home." I said and get out from the car. I walk through my door without looking at my back again. I closed the door and stand behind it. I hold my heart that beats racing inside my chest. I keep remember when he kiss me before. We are over... this just about his daughter and my daughter Anna. I told to myself.

"Mommy" I see Anna stand in upstairs.

"Hey honey... Why don't you sleep yet?"

"I was waiting for you... aunty Marie said you meet uncle Nathan." she step downstairs and walking to me.

"Yes... we just talking..." I said and sit on the couch and she came closer and sit on my lap.

"What you guys talking about?" She ask. I put the strain of her hair behind her ears.

"Many things.." I sighed and smile.

"Honey...." I hold her hands and looking at my daughter.

"I don't know how to start but... I want you to know.. Uncle Nathan... He is...mmm"

"Uncle Nathan is my daddy." she said. I just staring her blue eyes.

"Ummm.. that's what mommy want to tell you before." I smile.

"I know it mommy.. from the first time you tell me that my daddy's name was Nathan." she said.

"Did I tell you these?" she nodded.

"Mommy know maybe you're just confused about these but.. you have to know about it."

"I'm not confused mom.. I'm very happy to know it.. You know? I never ever feel having daddy in our life was much better than I've ever imagine before. He is so nice and I know he loves me. I could feel that." she nodded.

"How could a seven years girl said this wise things?" I amazed looking at her.

"I don't know... but I'm not yet seven mom... three more months to go" she shrug and smile.

"Okay.. I know you're birthday almost coming." I hold her little fingers.

"One things you should know that mommy and your daddy loves you so much." I hug her tightly.

"I loves both of you too and Alya and Aunty Marie.." She kiss my cheek my forehead my nose and my lips.

"Can I tell Alya about this? she must be really happy.. she told me before that she will tell the Santa to give us daddy for this christmas."

"Yes.. you can tell to your sister." I smile to her.

"It's already night baby... just sleep alright." I hold her in my arms.

"Goodnite mommy" She kissed me.