Me, Mom with(out) Daddy (COMPLETE- ENGLISH)

33. Devasted

Nathan White

I've just landed in Los Angeles.. I need get her out of my mind.. This is so hurt to be true.

I told Darren to take me to one place.

"Just wait here.." I said to him and I get in the club. I go straight to the bar and sit there. Music beats so loud but I just heard nothing.. everythings around me are soundless and all I could feel just an emptyness..

I hate these feeling.. I know even how many shoot that I have wouldn't ease this pain.. the pain still there.. I keep drinking the liquor, I just wish this liquid will wash the pain.. I hold up my hand and sign the bartender to give me more..

Ariella... this name have a very strong effect straightly to my heart.. like an arrow catching and stab right into my heart.. So hurtful to be thought, too devasted to be feel.. How could I ease this pain?

"Hey handsome... are you alone?" One woman came and touch my shoulder. I get off her filthy hands of mine.

"Hey... let me accompany you here.. you seems lonely here.."

"Get off" I get off her hands.

"Hey dude!" One big guy come straight and hold the collar of my shirt. Suddenly I stand on my feet, everything seems swing around me and I tried to find my balance while suddenly I got beaten and feel the coldness of the floor touched my cheek. I wipe the blood on the edge of my lips. Damn it!

I collect all my power and get up and with one movement get him a big touched right on his face. I got swing a bit and laid on the bar stool behind me. I was just regret being too drunk tonight, If only-

I could feel a big punch on my face and my stomatch again and again. Yes, right.. better be like this.. Maybe this could ease the pain in my heart.. I just stay still and conquer the pain of being beaten again and again..

I laid down on the cold floor.. My sight was blurry but suddenly someone hold me up.

"Sir... sirrr" I could hear Darren voice. then I engulfed the darkness.

Richard White

I was waiting Nathan for the important meeting with another board directors this afternoon but he's late for ten minutes. How could this happen? He's never late for these important meeting.

"Slyvester... get a phonecall.. let me know where is he now?" I told to my assistant.

"Yes sir.." I could see Slyvester get the phone call and get out from the room. After minutes he came again.

"Sir.. Mr. White isn't anywhere.. He already landed in LA last night but he's not get back to his penthouse" he said almost whisper on my ears. I sighed.

How did he miss this important meetings. I stand on my place and said to another directors to reschedule all the meetings today. I told Slyvester to take me straight to his penthouse. I will not let him made a mess with all of these.

I walk stromly to his penthouse.. But he's not here.

"Find him and take him straight to here..Agree or not, take him here, I'll let you touched him if that necessary to get him here." I told to his bodyguard and mine.

I came and sit on the couch, I will waiting him to come and will asked him to responsible for what he did after his neglect act this morning.

After I sit for hours and the elevator was opened. I see Darren help him to walked. I stand on my feet.

"I'm okay.. okay.. just go home... I don't need you.." he said to Darren. I could smell alcohol all over him. I see all of face was got beaten and blood still there on his lips. He try to release his arms and then he fell down on the floor.

"I said I'm okay.. get your hands off" He said angrily. I see he struggle to find his balance to stand up and start walking. He stop his step while he see me standing here.

"Ohhh.. I have a special guest... What do you want dad? You...You're win this time.. I told you..." He smile and I could see the sad smile on his face. What the hell happen with him! I could see he start walking again and stumbling again.

"Enough! Come on Darren.. help me put him to bed." I said and we both hold him and take him to the bed. I tried to catch my breath.. I'm too old for this.. Darren excuses him self and I come closer beside my son.. How the hell these happen?

"What's the hell happen with you?!" he open his eyes and look at me.

"I'm dying dad... I'm dying... I lost her again..." He look at me and I could see tears escape from his eyes. Then he start sobbing and cover his face with his palm.

"I love her so much... I did with all of my heart... I loves her so much till I don't know how to stop it." He still sobbing.

I just stay on my place.. I know he loves her so much.. and I drag her out from his life.. I always thought that I know the best for my son while the truth told me that I'm not totally right.. I'm the one who get my own son to be devasted... I try to touched his hair and he start calming on his sleep.

"I'm sorry my son.. These all my faults.. I think what I did was the best and make your life better... but I was wrong and make it worst.."

"I'm sorry son..." I wipe my tears and kiss his forhead.

I should fixed all the mess that I've made from seven years ago.