Me, Mom with(out) Daddy (COMPLETE- ENGLISH)

40. Me and My Heart

Nathan White

Never ever I thought this will happen to me.. the one that I loved the most was here with me, looking through the lake in front of us.. and she is in my arms.. I will never ever let her go again.. This is just like a dream.. a beautiful dream for me..I kiss her hair and tightening my embrace.

"I saw you that night.. You take the ring from him." she turn around and facing me.

"I saw you too but you've gone even before I could reach you.."

"I thought that I've already lost you that time.. I just want to be disappear." we still kept our eyes struck each other.

"I never said yes.. he just slip it on my finger.. and I have no heart to denied that moment in front of everyone there.. I just don't want make his family and him be mortified that night.. I'm sorry.. this all my faults.. I should said no that time." she hold up her hand and show me her fingers. I could see there's no ring in there.

"I gave the ring back after that night.. and for the rest of that night I just came home and found the soaked big red rose bouquets with the letter and my old phone.." I brushed her cheek with my palm and sign her to go on with that.

"I want you to know that for the damn seven years it's been hell for me.. You're always in my mind, every night, everyday.. even everytime if I see Anna, all I can see just you.. I was so stupid.. I was too overwhelmed with the situation and I thought.. I thought that you've been marriage before.. I was there sit inside the cab wait outside in front of the church on your wedding day.. I see the bride come there smile happily with the other guest.. but I decided to leave.. I'm afraid, If I saw you that time went to the church, I couldn't help my self to run into you and begging you to stay with me.. and I decided to leave and start everything with the part of you in me." tears start fall down through her cheek, I wipe it down. I will never let her cried again..

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for everything... I'm sorry for leaving you." I pull her into my arms and hug her tightly.

"Don't ever leave me again." I kiss her head.

Ariella Grace

"I won't and I will not.. I've ever left you before but I don't think I could do that again." I shakes my head and lean on his chest. His arms always be my sanctuary and my favorite.

"I love you... truly deeply with all my heart and my life.." he hug me more tightly.

"Ohh.. I forgot something." I smile and looking at him. We both just smile stupidly and wipe our tears. I take out a little box from my jeans and give it to him.

"Anna found it in your suit." He take it and smile.

"That night when we took Alya to the hospital, I've been plan to purposed you.. but since it was not happen yet, let me make up this for you.." He smile and then kneel down in front of me holding my hands with him. I gasped looking what he did to me.

"I knew we've been through many things, seven years apart has been hell for me.. but I always believe one day you will come back to me.. I don't know how, I just believe it.. I love you with my way, cause I didn't know any other way to love you.. I love you simply without any reason, without any hestitation, without knowing when, where or how it could be.. I just did and I knew that you're the one for me.."

"Be mine forever.. be my wife, be the mother for our childrens, be my sunshine and my sunset.. I know I'm not really prepared anything to purpose you this moment.. just this ring, behind our mansion, at our home, just me and all of my heart and let the sunset and the lake be the witness for this.. Ariella Grace, please marry me?" he opened the little box and his eyes never leave mine.

"Yes..." I couldn't said any words. I'm just crying and start sobbing. He smile and let the ring slip on my finger. I could see his eyes also watering while I'm already drowning with my tears. I chuckled and hug him tightly.

"I love you... I did.. I really did.. " I just closed my eyes, the wind breezing touching my skin and his embrace circling not only my body but also my soul..

"You've said before this is your mansion?" we release our embrace and he holding my hands.

"Our mansion and our home.. I've been prepared all of this, since seven years ago.. I wanna make a surprise for you as our wedding gift but after what really happen, I don't know what should I do, I just came and repaired many things in here. I just want to make it be really perfect in every corner and side, even I don't really know when I can get you here, I just believe, my heart just believe it.. The moment when I was planned to purposed you, This mansion has just complete and done.. I also get a new room for Anna and Alya too.." I just looking at him disbelief what he just said. I smile and cupped his face.

"You looks good with these" I caress his beard.

"Looks good when I'd mess up?" he chuckled.

"At least I know that I need to take care of you"

"Okay... will let this beard so you will take care of me forever" I let out my chuckled. I take a look at the view in front of me.

"The lake and the mountains at the backyard?"

"Do you like it?"

"I loved it.. this is amazing.."

"how can you get here? I'm afraid I'm just hallucinating right now.. but when I touch you, you're real." I let out my laughter.

"This is real.. this is me... with you.." I hold his fist and kiss it.

"Someone has just pick me up and get me here with you.."

"Who is she or he? should be really thankful for this.. I owe them my future."

"We own him for these.. will you meet him?"

"Him? does any guy took my future wife to flight from Seattle to be here?" He furrow his brow questioning.

"he also take care of our daughters..."

"Do you have any siblings or uncle or brother?"

"No... come with me" I smile.