Gerard Way imagines [editing, kinda]

#22 A Programmed Deviant

Detroit Become Human AU bc I love that game with every fiber of my being.

One year ago, your brother purchased a CyberLife Android for you to keep you company.

He knew very well that you were very lonely, and were also a technical genius who was fascinated by the mechanics of Androids.

The one he gifted you was an RD500 model, originally designed specifically to be a personal assistant. It had cropped black hair, piercing hazel eyes, and a face so perfect it looked as if it was a chiseled Greek god.

At first, you were hesitant to accept it, but you realized that you, an IT graduate, could mess around with its programming, so you wouldn't be so bored all the time. You gave it an official name, and programmed it to feel human emotions. It was now a he and his name was Gerard.

He was very different after your programming hayday. You went through basically everything in his hard drive and rewrote the whole code yourself. The original stoic, emotionless robot you had received, was now a sweet, caring friend.

    Though It was very against CyberLife protocol, and if they found out about his deviancy they'd take him from you and disassemble him. You had told him whenever other humans were around, he's have to act as if he was an average android. His acting skills were very impressive.

     Over the course of said year, you had grown close to the point where you began to feel things for him.

Whenever he'd touch you to assist with something, your heart would race. Whenever he looked at you with his cute smile, your heart would flutter. Whenever he shot that sexy smirk at you, you felt your cheeks heat up.

    You were falling in love with a machine, and you couldn't stop it.

    Little to your knowledge, he was already deeply in love with you.

It was only when he was alone with you his acting was not so impressive. When he was trying to hide his feelings for you, he'd slip up and stutter and end up blushing. Of course, you didn't notice his slip ups because you were too enticed by his eyes and smooth voice.

     Sighing dreamily whilst thinking about our overly attractive android, you reached up to place a book on your shelf. It wasn't actually a book. Rather, it was a wooden box fashioned to look like a book in order to hide things. What was in it... well.. You didn't tell anyone about. Not even Gerard.

     You could feel the step stool you were standing on begin to give out as you stretched. However, you were determined to put your little treasure box back.

     You grunted as you felt your arms begging to hurt, and before you could register what was going on, you were falling backwards off of the now broken step stool.

    But lucky you, your android had been standing idly in the doorway watching you carefully, and as you began to fall he rushed forward to catch you in his arms.

    You looked up at him in shock of what just happened, shivering slightly at the thought of hitting your head and passing out.

    He smirked down at you. "I believe, my dear (y/n), that you've fallen for me." He said in his thick jersey accent.

    You hit his shoulder trying to contain in your blush. "Ha ha, very smooth, slim." You scoffed playfully.

    He said nothing and kept smirking down at you. It was driving you wild. In complete silence, his smirk dropped to an expression of longing. He glanced briefly down at your lips. Your arms seemed to have a mind of their own and they wrapped themselves around his neck.

    Before you knew it, he had pulled you to him and was now kissing you full on. He moved his lips against yours gently, as if he might break you. You relished in the feeling he gave you.

     He pulled away all too soon for your liking. When you opened your eyes he looked pained and distressed.

     "This isn't right." He whispered. "No, I'm a machine. I'm not even supposed to feel emotion. You're a human. We shouldn't."

     "Who says?"

     He looked at you with those beautiful hazel eyes, attempting to fight back his feelings but failing. Without another word his lips were on yours again. This time It was somewhat rough, but nonetheless passionate. He seemed to be conveying every emotion his hard drive could muster into it. You gladly reciprocated with your own emotions, giving in to the luscious feeling of him. The butterflies in your stomach intensified when his hand traveled down to your thigh.

      "I love you." He mumbled in a deep husky voice against your lips. You tightened your arms around his neck, holding him to you.

You detached yourself from him after quite a while, gasping for air. He didn't need to breathe so he wasn't panting like you were.

"(Y/N), you do realize that this really shouldn't be happening?"

You arched an eyebrow. "But you just said that you love me."

"And I do." He put a hand on your cheek and rested his forehead against yours. "But you deserve a normal significant other, not a robot."

You let out a sigh. "But I don't want a human. I am in love with you, Gerard."

The corners of his lips twitched up into a solemn smile. "Darling, I can't give you what you want. I know you want a family, and you know that's impossible if you're with me. And us being a thing," he caressed your cheek gently, "is all around dangerous. There are People who absolutely hate androids and treat them like trash. I'd hate to see them trying to hurt you for loving one. And if CyberLife somehow finds out, well- I don't like thinking about it. In short, I can't be what you need."

You stared up at him with tears welling up in your eyes. "But I love you."

"I love you too." He pecked your lips. "That's why I want what's best for you."

"Please, Gee."

      His pained gaze softened only a little. He could see the hurt in your eyes. You were his love. He wanted to make you happy; to take all of the sadness and pain away, but at the same time he wanted you to live a normal life with a normal lover, as much as it would kill him on the inside. With one final mental slap to his face, he smiled softly down to you and whispered;

      "Alright, my dear. You win."

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This is by far my favorite imagine I've written so far.

Tune in next time when Gerard gets taken away by CyberLife.

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