whispers and mutters • blasnique

Chapter Twenty Six

unique's point of view

I can't get Magdalena out of my mind.

I can't believe i didn't ask her telephone number.

I can imagine her on top of me, her lips roaming around my body--- disgusting.

I can really just imagine that.

I can't help but think about things.

Pinagnanasaan ko ang isang interviewer that I have met for a short amount of time.

But i really want to just meet her again.

"Hey, Unique, dahil siguro sa interviewer 'no?" Sabi ni Badjao at tumabi sakin sa sala.

"What? N-no!" Pagtanggi ko.

"Stop denying, pinigilan mo pa nga yung interviewer para matanong mo lang yung pangalan eh."

"Are you spying on me?"

"Sabi ko na nga sayo dati pa, i know things."

"How do you know things?"

"You listen and you obser-- Haven't i told you this before?"

"You have."

Silence.

Again, silence.

Badjao stands up and leaves me alone.

I go to Zild, "ano yung ginawa mo nung niligawan mo si Shanne?"

"Courtship Day 1." Sabi niya at nagbigay ako ng 'what?' face. "Sabi ko, Courtship Day 1."

"Okay?" Sabi ko at lumayo sa kanya. "I guess i'll be heading home, goodbye."

"Ingat." Sabi ni Zild at pinagpatuloy ang pagluluto niya. Kahit for the first time lang siyang nagluto ay kailangan ko nalang talagang umuwi.

Ayokong ikalat ang kadumihan ng utak ko sa bahay ni Zild.

Once na naglakad ako papauwi, i saw a group of paparazzis chasing me, i flashed my way to the house and locked the fucking door.

I opened my window to see paparazzis with their cameras and flashing lights all around the front of my house.

"UNIQUE! UNIQUE! UNIQUE!" They scream, i had nothing to do but to listen to their chants. They can't break in my house.

Magdalena still can't get out of my mind even though bullshit like this is happening.

I wonder where she is.

I lie down, covering my ears with the pillow, i closed my eyes, trying so goddamned hard to sleep.

I see Magdalena in a mini skirt and a hastily unbuttoned blouse, lying on a bed, hiking her skirt up begging me to fuck her hard.

"Unique.. I want you.."

Hinampas ko ang sarili ko ng unan at tinakpan ang mukha ko. "Bastos! Kadiri ka Unique!" Sabi ko at pinalo palo ang sarili ko.

Hindi pa din mawala yung eksenang yun sa utak ko, naririnig ko siyang umuungol at ayaw niyang tumigil.

I roll on my bed, i try to cover up my face and suffocate myself but.. i don't know.

Ang bastos ko talaga.

Ano ba ang nainom ko at ganito bigla akong magisip?

I have gone through puberty but am i blooming late?

Oh, that's used for girls? Oh okay.

I stand up, opening my curtains. There is no paparazzi to be seen and that is way better.

As of now, it's just me and my bed.

I want to sleep but the thought of her just makes me alive.

"Ang bastos mo! Ngayon mo lang nakilala tapos pagpapantasyahan mo na!" Sigaw ko sa sarili ko at pinikit ang mata ko ng mariin.

I decided to sleep and let my fantasies take over me.

sorry sa short ud huhu
9:15 pm x