On My Own: Summer Vacation a Diggy Simmons Love Story

Chapter 16: Rain Cloud

Elana P.O.V

“For the last few months I been trying to make myself better for you. I been trying to change my ways of doing for you. I been wrecking my brain reading this crap trying to find a way for myself and I can’t take it anymore!” She started throwing the books at me. She grabbed pictures of us and started throwing that me. The frames hit the hallway wall and the glass cracked.

“No more! No more!” She threw so many of them and so many shattered that everybody started coming out of they rooms. JoJo came out first.

“What’s going on?” I couldn’t even respond because I had no clue.

Next thing I knew she was ripping the sheets I bought her off her bed she threw those out too. It was like she threw out our whole relationship. When she finished, there was a big pile of letters, clothes, photos, and gifts on the floor. She handed me back the necklace I bought before I left on tour.

“My life doesn’t revolve around you Daniel. It will be fine with or without you. I taught myself that things doesn’t always last forever and you have to move on. We’ve been together so long that I thought I’d never let you go. But tonight after all of this I just lost those feelings. Maybe this is a good thing that this happened. We keep lying to each other saying that we can’t live without each other and we getting married. All this other stuff but in reality that’s not how it is. Last summer we were so close together and we couldn’t resist each other. But now our relationship is falling apart. It’s always been falling apart no matter how hard we repair it. It’s gone there is no more Elana and Daniel. There is no kids and marriage in our future. Like you said earlier you didn’t care and you don’t know how much it hurt. It wasn’t even my fault actually. I didn’t want to even be there but I stayed because I didn’t want what almost happened to me happened to Iris or Tristen. So from here on it’s just Elana Diggy. There is no and. There is no friends. There is no nothing. It’s you see me and I see you. We say hi and continue our separate ways. Until we can figure us out and stop playing these games we each others mind and fooling everybody that we the best couple in the world we can’t be together. I’m serious this time Daniel.” She closed the door in my face.  

Everybody looked at me. I felt no only embarrassed but heart broken too. I know Elana more than anybody does and the fact that she was super serious made it harder for me to swallow. I know we’ve had some problems going on but I never thought she would end it. I started to clean up everything. My dad helped me and so did JoJo. When they finished; they sat me down on the bed.

“Diggy you alright man?” JoJo asked.

“Yeah.” I said.

“I know that’s a lot to take in. But you did the damage so now you have to fix it. It won’t be easy like it use too. She changed and better herself so I doubt she will take you back just like that. I don’t know what you did but you have to reverse it.” Dad said.

“I am. I’m going to make it right again this time even better.” I said.

“Alright well get some sleep.” Dad and JoJo left the room. I lay in my bed,

Times like this is when I would crawl into Elana’s bed and she would cuddle me. She would drape her left leg over me and caressed my face until I fell asleep. I would even listen to her hum songs. But now that it’s all gone. I realized what I lost and what she is worth. This isn’t like when she broke up with me because of Iris or I broke up with her because of assumptions. This was like my last straw sort of thing. Almost as if she moving on permanently. I begin to cuddle one of my pillows imagining it was her. But I failed leaving me wide awake for the rest of the night.

Elana P.O.V

I replaced my old sheets with these cute sheets I bought. When I lay on them they gave me this free type of feeling. I roughed up my hair and closed my eyes. Did I miss Diggy being with me and laying near me? Yes I do and I will but I don’t crave it. Aside from all this happening and that party I’m perfectly fine. No need for a cigarette, got rid of my tears, and I feel like a new breathe of fresh air. I closed my eyes and felt the other half of the bed. I’m going to be alright.