On My Own: Summer Vacation a Diggy Simmons Love Story

Chapter 30: Hate

Elana P.O.V

I drove home shaking. When I came in no one was there but the maids. I had Diggy’s blood on my hands. I slid down the front door and let it all out. The maid came into where I was and gasped at the blood. She rubbed my back. She pulled me upstairs into my bathroom and ran some bathwater. I was still in shock. She let down my wild hair and took off my shoes. She closed my bedroom door and I stripped of my clothing. I got into the bathwater and dropped my bloody hands into them letting the water turn a pinkish color. My mascara and eyeliner ran down my face as I relived the event. The blank wall around the bathtub became my canvas of memories.

*Flashback1*

“Well I’m going to work on that. But you owe me something.”

“What is that?”

“One last kiss while you’re 15 and the first kiss when you turn 16.”

*Flashback2*

“Elana next time I won’t save you!”

“You don’t have too!”

*Flashback3*

“you only love me out of sympathy.”

“Let’s be friends”

*Flashback4*

“I’ll never stop loving you”

“I’ll never stop loving you also”

*end of flashback*

“Diggy…” I said in a helpless cry.

I cried so hard until no more tears could come out. I got out the bloody water and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my body and went to Diggy’s room. I looked around. It smelled of him. I grabbed his white v-neck off the bed and threw it on. I went back to my bedroom and lay in the dark. Jionni may be physically hurt but I know he’s having the last laugh. He took the one thing that made life worth living from me. Without I’m lost. I closed my eyes and imagined Diggy next to me telling me everything was going to be okay.

Khalil P.O.V

Iris cursed me out and told me she never wanted to speak to me again. She asked me where I was when Diggy got shot and I told the truth. I was putting drugs on the ship like I was asked. I didn’t have a choice. My consequences were hung on my head at that point. She says it’s my fault and also Elana’s. Everyone is mad at Elana but they shouldn’t be. I saw part of what happen. But no one will believe someone who they thinks is a drug dealer. I knew Elana wasn’t going to come to the hospital. I wouldn’t be surprised if she killed herself at this moment. Diggy was her rock and now that he’s gone and everyone hates her; she probably feels low. I stood against the wall. We’ve been here all night and no doctor’s came out to tell if Diggy survived or not. I looked at my phone nervously. Everyone had been giving me death stares all night. When the doctor finally came out all the tension was released off me.

“Kids go home and get some rest and I will call a little later on.” The doctor said. He left the waiting room. We left the hospital around 8:45am that morning.

Elana P.O.V

My room door bust open. I didn’t even face that way. I heard Terra muttering under her breathe.

“Wake up b****! You let Diggy die and all you do is come back and sleep? Really h**? I should kick you’re a** right about now! This is all your fault! Nobody likes you, you ugly dumb b****! You put Diggy’s life through hell. You didn’t even go to the hospital! You’re worse than Nicole! At least Nicole didn’t get him killed! You ain’t nothing but a h** and you just selfish. If Diggy was here right now your stupid a** would be gone. You crazy b****! I should have pushed you down the stairs harder so you could have died! Your lousy a**!” I heard them all yell to me.