I hate you but I want you

12

Dylan went to open the door and I stood in the kitchen thinking about what was about to just happen. 

"What are you doing here?" I heard him asking someone.

"Hi Dylan." I heard a girls voice. 

I didn't go out to look. I just stood in the kitchen. He closes the door.

"Why are you here Nicole?"

"I made a mistake Dylan."

"You need to leave Nicole." I heard Dylan saying to her.

I decided to go look what is going on and when I walked into the living room they were kissing. I stood there in shock.

"What is going on here?" I asked in shock.

Dylan push Nicole away and he looks at her then at me. But I shook my head at him and went up to the bathroom.

"Mia wait." he yells at me. But I ignored him and lock myself in the bathroom.

"Leave Nicole." he says and I heard the door slamming. 

I stood there in the bathroom and the tears just came. I looked at myself in the mirror. Nobody cares about me. I heard a knock on the door.

"Mia please open up." Dylan says turning the nod.

"No. Leave me alone."

There was a razor blade on the sink and I took it. 

"Mia open the door." Dylan yells again.

"Go away." I yelled and I cut my wrist with the razor blade. Tears in my eyes and then I drop to the floor dropping the blade as well. Dylan kicks the door open and comes inside. He looks at my arm and he was mad.

"What were you thinking?" he yells at me. 

He takes the washcloth and put it under the water to make it wet. I get up and just look down to the scar. He takes my arm and put the cloth over the scar to stop the bleeding. I flinched a bit.

"Why did you do this Mia?" he asks but he was a bit calmer.

I didn't answer him. I just glare at him.

He search in the cupboard and gets out a bandage. He wraps it over the scar. 

"Who is she?" 

"My ex."

"So first you try to kiss me then you go and kiss her? I thought you said I can trust you."

"Wait. Mia she kissed me. You can trust me. I don't want her back Mia. I'm over her."

"Nobody cares about me." I said softly and crossed my arms around my chest and I look to the floor.

"I do Mia. I care about you. Please stop hurting yourself."

He pulls me into a hug and I pushed him away. I turn my back to him.

"Mia do you like me that you are acting this way?"

I didn't answer him cause I don't even know if I do. I stare down to the floor and thought hard about this question. Do I like Dylan? Do I have feelings for him? Why did I get jealous when I saw him kissing Nicole? 

He turns me around to face him and I looked at him confused.

"Do you?" he ask.

"I don't know. I guess." I said blushing and I look down.

"Okay well I like you. If that helps."

I look up and stare in his eyes for a few seconds. I went closer to him and I kissed him. I didn't know what to expect when I kissed him but I just did. He puts his hands in my hair and he kisses me back. I pushed away a bit and just stare at him and he stares at me. But I pulled him back on his shirt and I kissed him again. We kissed more with passion and lust and more intense. There was a million butterflies in my stomach. And we heard the front door. And we break our kiss.

"Dylan?" we heard his mom.

"Coming mom." he says not breaking his stare from me.

I step away from him and look to the floor. He takes my hand and I look at him again.

"Lets go." he says and I nod.

We went downstairs and his mom was in the kitchen and we went inside the kitchen. His mom was busy packing out things and Dylan helps her.

"Do you guys want to stay the night?" she asks him.

"Do you mind?" Dylan ask me. 

"I don't mind."

"Good. I would like to spend some time with you guys." his mom said.

I smiled and Dylan nods. She smiles and Ava soon joined us. Dylan's mom starts with dinner while Ava takes me to the living room to watch a movie with her. Dylan helped his mom with the dinner. 

After a while the dinner was ready and we all sat down and ate and she talks to all of us.

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