because of me
I made your day rough
because of me
I destroyed your life
because of me
our friendship will forever change
it may seem like there is no hope
but I know that there is
there is hope
on the other side
of the rainbow
it feels far
but it's pretty close
I wish I can tell you
how many times
that I'm geniunely sorry
you know that I didn't mean
for the whole thing to happen
if anything
the message should have not
popped up
the message should have
not destroyed us
the message should have
never been a thing
now I feel like nothing
can and ever will be the same
you're my best friend
and I hurt my best friend
why are messages so cruel
the thoughts are swirling
the thoughts that I hate thinking
will I ever be forgiven?
deprived of accidentally destroying you?
why do accidents change us
I'm sorry for the umpteenth time
you don't deserve this
and I don't deserve you
I know it wasn't my fault
or your fault
but faults damage the heart
my heart is shattered
and I'm not sure if the pieces
will fix themselves together
YOU ARE READING
Stillettos of Life
PoésieA riveting, gut-wrenching poetry book about my life. I won't go in depth about what the poems in this book are truly about, as I can hope that you either can figure it out for yourself or just move on as if you knew these poem's meanings all along...
