Be Careful What You Wish For || Irwin

Feelings

**WARNING** This chapter contains sexual content. Read at your own risk.

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*Ashton's POV*

My ribs and leg were healed and the scratches and bruises on my body have finally faded. I was healed and you wouldn't know I had gotten hit by a car except, you know, the fact that I don't remember the last year of my life.

Right now I was sitting on the couch with my arm lazily slung over Cleo's shoulder. I'm not quite sure what she's rambling about because I was too busy watching Jenna beat Michaels ass in NBA 2k14.

"OH in your face Clifford!" She screams when the game tells her that the half court shot she made won her the game. I begin laughing at her happy dance looking to Cleo to see she is wearing a glare on her face.

"What?" I question.

"Were you even listening to me?" She whines. Oh god, here she goes again. "What is up with you? You've been so out of it whenever were together."

"I don't know.." I lie, I do know what's wrong with me.

I don't want her here, I don't want to hear about her shopping trips, I don't want my arm slung over her and I do not want her practically sitting on my lap.

But I deal with it because.. I don't even know why actually. I thought maybe by being with Cleo it would feel, I don't know, familiar? And maybe I'd remember some things, but I've had no luck. And I'm just falling deeper and deeper into a relationship that I don't even care for.

God, I feel terrible for thinking like this, but I can't help it. I don't feel that way about Cleo.. I feel that way about Jenna.

"You're doing it again!" Cleo whines in a high pitched voice.

Oh god.

"Hey, Cleo, chill the fuck out." Jenna buts in, making me laugh, earning yet another famous glare from Cleo.

"Whatever." She rolls her eyes standing and walking over to the bathroom.

"Hey ash," Jenna sighs falling on the cushion Cleo sat on, but her presence didn't make my head hurt. It actually made my muscles relax. "Are you okay?" She asks.

I try to smile, "Yeah, just um.. My leg has been aching a bit. But the doctors said it's normal for a while after I get the cast off." I lie.

Jenna sits there, just looking at me then her eyes narrow in on me. A smirk forms on her lips while her face moves closer to mine making it difficult for me to breathe. "You're lying." She calls me out not moving her face away from mine.

I couldn't help, but glance at her lips, imagining how they would feel against mine. Jenna tilts her head to the side probably wondering what I'm thinking, she opens her mouth only to look away when the bathroom door is opened. She quickly stands walking to the kitchen the moment Cleo enters the room.

This is so wrong.

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"Boys.. They will see you now." An older women smiles allowing the guys into a private room.

"Good luck!" Jenna calls out to her four best friends as they walk into yet another interview in this past week.

"You'll do great!" Cleo adds on with a fake smile making Jenna roll her eyes.

Jenna sits back onto the chairs of the buildings expensive waiting room taking out her phone to scroll through twitter. Under her feet sat her skateboard as she rolled it back and forth on the tile floor. Jenna accidentally rolls it too far causing it to roll over Cleo's toe that was exposed in her very very expensive new shoes.