Without A Kiss (Frerard)

4

"yo what the hell did we do?" Gerard said while laughing hysterically after shaking Frank to wake him up

"did we fucking build a fort?" Frank asked and laugehd along with him

"I guess so"

"I mean that's not too surprising.  I would do that sober to be honest" Frank said

Gerard giggled "God, this floor is not very comfortable though"

"yeah let's take this down and get on the bed instead" Frank looked over at Gerard laying on the floor looking up. His hair was messy and his eyes were bright and full of joy. Frank smiled to himself as he sat up.

"alright" Gerard sat up and they took down the blankets and threw them back on Frank's bed. Gerard sat leaning against the pile of blankets and Frank faced him on the other side of the bed, holding one knee up to his chest.

"I miss highschool" Gerard sighed

"The fuck happened to you? highschool!?"

"yeah. I mean sure it fucking sucked but I was never bored. There was always something happening and everything was so exciting and terrifying and there was just so much emotion"

Frank shrugged "I guess. The only thing I miss is education. I wish I had continued and done something with my life"

"its not too late"

"yeah but also what am I gonna do that wont make me miserable. The only thing I enjoy is music. Pansy is my only hope" Frank giggled and so did Gerard

"I swear you're closer to that guitar than you are to me" Gerard joked

"well of course I am. Guitars are so much easier to get close to than people.When you meet a person you're lucky if you learn 1% about them. It takes years for people to open up and just let you know them. But when you get a guitar you learn everything about it before you even buy it. You go home and play it and it gives you all it has. No secrets, no faking. Also guitars are good listeners and they wont talk behind your back or have any confusing emotions."

"well I would hope it has no emotions if it's a guitar. But I see your point"

Frank smirked and pointed to his head.

"Theres a reason I was your only friend in highschool" Gerard mumbled

"and you still are"

"and theres still a reason"

Frank gigled "shut up"

Gerard laughed. "well you do have Ray as well"

"I feel like Ray is more your friend. I mean we cool but I dont really think he likes me too much. He's a lot cooler than me"

"aw Ray likes you dont worry. Maybe if you'd stop being so damm awkward you two could be closer friends"

Frank laughed slightly

"so how is everything?" Frank asked Gerard

"same as usual. I dont think I've spoken to my mother in a month. Shes always passed out on the rare occasion that I return home" Gerard sighed "and Bert is still pissed that I went to the club with you"

Frank frowned "yeah I'm still really sorry about that"

Gerard shook his head "Dont be it was still fun..kinda. I'm not really into that stuff but ya know"

"yeah me either. That was a huge flop"

Gerard laughed "it definately was"

Frank looked at Gerards hand for a while, in comfortable silence, until Gerard spoke.