in time // j.g

heartbreak

OKAY FIRST OFF THIS IS UNEDITED SO CHILL TFO IF THERE ARE ERRORS LOL OKAY CONTINUE ILY BYE

Jack and I walked out of the hotel and down the street. We stayed silent for a few minutes, just taking in the scenery.

"I love Orlando. When I was younger my family used to vacation here a lot," I said without making eye contact. We were both looking around the city.

"Why didn't you tell me about Matt?" he said abruptly. He had stopped walking. His jaw was clenched tight and I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"Jack, I-"

"No, don't 'Jack' me. You need to tell me what the hell is going on here. Why couldn't you have just told me the truth?" He screamed.

"I didn't want to ruin your relationship with him! You guys are obviously friends." I said with a sigh. "Jack, please don't get upset with me about this. I was just trying to help you."

"Help me?! How is that supposed to help me?"

"Jack let's be honest here. You will never be able to be as close as you were with Matt again. Now that you know that I lost my virginity to him-"

"Oh my god. How did I not connect that?" He said under his breath. I don't think he wanted me to hear him.

"I- Jack. Please. Don't do this to me. Don't push me away." I said quietly. I walked over to him and grabbed his wrists.

"I just- I need time to think." He mumbled.

"Jack, are you seriously breaking up with me?" I scoffed as I took a step away from him.

"No, Ava, I just-"

"No, no, no. I understand perfectly." I said with a sarcastic smile on my face. I chuckled and shook my head. I turned around and began walking away.

It was a slow, dreary walk back. He didn't stop me. He didn't run after me. He didn't try and save our relationship.

Once I reached the hotel, a few fans walked up to me. They asked for pictures and a twitter follow, but I told them that I wasn't feeling well and to tweet me.

I reached my room and stumbled in. I grabbed my suitcase and hurriedly threw everything together to move rooms. I wasn't about to completely leave, for one because I didn't have enough money to buy a plane ticket, and secondly because I wasn't about to let him take control over my decisions.

I dragged my suitcase out of the room and went directly to Johnson and Shawn's. I knocked on the door to see a shirtless Johnson open it.

"Hey, Av- what the hell happened to you?!" He jumped back. I hadn't even realize that there were tears streaming down my face. I guess I looked pretty bad.

"Hey, I, um, Jack and I kinda j-just broke up and-" I said through the tears.

"What?! Ava, come inside." He said as he pulled me in. Shawn was sitting on his bed watching TV. When he saw me he jumped up.

"Ava, are you alright?" He asked with a concerned look on his face. I shook my head and walked over to him, wrapping myself in his embrace. I barely knew this boy and I was pouring all of my emotions out on him.

"Johnson, you have to switch rooms with me," I said quietly.

"But there's only one bed in here," He said looking back and forth between me and Shawn.

"It's fine. I don't mind." I mumbled as I wiped my eyes. "Is it okay with you?" I asked Shawn.

"Yeah, yeah, that's fine." He said with a concerned look on his face. He put a pity smile on his face.