in time // j.g

there's nothing better than revenge

He obeyed my command.

I pulled him over to the bed and quickly started tugging on his shirt signaling that I wanted it off. He quickly obliged and removed it so his bare chest was against mine. He pulled away and looked me in the eye.

"Ava, is this what you want?"

I quickly nodded my head in response.

"Are you sure?" He asked in a serious tone.

I rolled my eyes and grabbed him again, putting my lips on his. He eventually kissed back and things quickly got more heated.

I pulled my top over my head and slid out of my shorts.

He unbuckled his pants and looked at me.

"Oh my god, it's not like we've never done this before." I rolled my eyes.

"That doesn't mean I'm not nervous that Gilinsky is gonna kick my ass," He said, jumping out of his pants.

"Well that doesn't matter," I replied. "There's no going back now."

-

I woke up and was completely emotionless. I didn't feel anything. It was as if I was completely numb. As if any laugh or cry that has ever escaped my lips never happened.

I rolled over and smiled when I saw him laying next to me. He was always a very heavy sleeper.

I sat up and saw his eyes flutter open.

"Hey Matty," I smiled.

He frowned at my words. "You know I hate it when you call me that."

I let out a small chuckle.

"Yeah, I know."

He sat up next to me so our bare shoulders were touching.

"So do you wanna tell me why you barged in here last night and randomly hooked up with me?" He smiled. I laughed at his words and then immediately frowned, remembering the real reason I came.

"I, um, Jack cheated on me."

Matt turned to me with wide eyes.

"You're kidding."

"Do you think I'm kidding with you?" I asked, motioning to our bare bodies that were only covered with the thin sheets and blanket.

He let out a loud sigh and shook his head.

"That's awful."

I nodded my head and kept my gaze straight ahead.

"So what led up to this happening?" He asked.

"I knew that something was wrong because he wouldn't talk to me, so when I went to go confront him, he was basically having a huge freak out about what he did. He never actually confessed that he did it, but when I asked him if he did all he said was 'I'm so sorry' and all that bullshit. I couldn't handle it." I said, my voice getting shaky. "So I left and came here. You were the only person I could come to. I felt like I needed to do something to hurt him too, you know? I couldn't let him get away with hurting me like that. I thought about going to Shawn, but the poor kid is already confused enough. The last thing he needs is me barging into his room and forcing myself on him."

Matt let out a slight laugh.

"But it was okay to do that to me?" He asked, raising his eyebrows.

"No, no, no, not at all!" I said quickly. "I am honestly so sorry about all of this, Matt. I shouldn't have come here and put you in this situation. It was a complete bitch move."

He shrugged. "Don't worry about it. I kind of like the whole idea of 'revenge sex'. It sounds so feisty." He smirked.

I rolled my eyes at his comment and got out of bed in search for my clothes. When I finally found them, I slipped on my athletic shorts and turned towards Matt.

"Can I borrow a t-shirt? I'll give it back," I smiled.

He gave me a small nod and threw me a baby blue v-neck. I pulled it over my head and turned to look at Matt.

"Thank you again," I smiled. "It really means a lot to have someone there to depend on."

"What, depend on for-"

"No," I laughed. "As a friend. Last night was a mistake. I'm sorry for putting you in that position," I said for the millionth time.

"Ava, I would do that every night. You don't have to apologize." He smiled.

I felt my cheeks heat up.

Those were the last words we exchanged before I left and headed towards my room.

I walked down the long hallway before arriving at room 204. I pulled out my key and slowly opened the door in case Hayes was (hopefully) asleep.

I tiptoed in and put my stuff down, trying to be as quiet as possible. I turned around and pulled back the covers to my bed, ready to lay down when he piped up.

"Are you wearing Matt's shirt?" He said in a very questioning voice. I let out a small squeal and gave him a harsh look for startling me.

"Go back to sleep, Hayes. You're dreaming."

He didn't buy my ploy. He sat up and looked at me.

"Ava, you need to tell me everything that happened."

"I'm really not in the mood." I groaned. I couldn't bare to go over the horrific events from last night again.

"You know you can trust me." He said calmly. I let out a loud groan and turned to look at him.

"Hayes, I know I can, but this really isn't the time, alright?"

"I just don't see why-"

"Jesus! Fine. You wanna know what happened? Jack cheated on me. He cheated on me and then I had to get some sort of revenge to, I don't know! Feel better about myself?! I went to Matt's room and basically forced myself on him, and now I'm here yelling at you when I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing with my goddamn life!" I yelled. I looked like some crazy lunatic that had just killed someone in the spur of the moment. You know, the ones that you see on Lifetime and they're always breathing really heavy with wide eyes?

Yeah. That was me.

Hayes looked completely startled. His mouth opened and closed a few times, not knowing exactly what to say.

"Holy shit." He replied. "You're life is screwed up right now."

"Yeah," I scoffed. "Tell me about it."

-

holy shadoodle!!!!!

okkkkk wowowowowow so Matt and Ava hooked up but if it wasn't clear enough, she only did it because she felt like she had to hurt Jack like she hurt him and she want gonna go to Shawn because she knew that it would cause more drama with him and he would want a relationship but she just wanted to hook up ya know??? and she had lost her virginity to Matt when she lived in Cali so obviously she was familiar with him lmao

so yeah jack is a total ASS and Matt is so cute aw but I need to stop because once I go Matt I never go back in my stories

like literally if I don't stop Mava now this story will end a Matt fanfic and no one wants that so

BUT HEY IF YOU DO GO READ MY MATT FANFIC CALLED SIX MONTHS ITS BANGIN

but yeah hopefully that cleared up the chapter if you're confused please ask anything :-)

BTW I have school starting on the 25th so the updates will be a lot slower. :( I will try to update at least once a week, but with homework and all that shit it's gonna be hard

okay ily all hope you enjoyed BYE x