Without You

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I couldn't believe he thought that. But I just sat there and didn't say anything. After about ten minutes of silence, Allen started screaming again so Finn went up to get him. After I heard him calm down, I went upstairs. I changed out of my work clothes and slipped into one of Finn's huge shirts and pair a booty shorts. After washing my face and brushing my teeth I peeked into the nursery. Finn was sitting in the rocking chair and holding Allen. I smiled and then walked away because I started thinking about him leaving and got emotional. I tucked myself into my covers and checked Twitter right before I put my head down. Facing the window, I began to cry, again. I didn't want him to leave. Because I have a problem of over analyzing things, I started thinking about the worst possibilities of what could happy while he's away. 'What if he got hurt?" I thought, "What if someone shoots him. What if he doesn't come home." I kept worrying and knew that it was going to be a sleepless night. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall down my face as my concern grew. I really didn't want him to leave. I couldn't live without him.

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