A pack for a wolf is it's everything, it's not only a family, it's not only a clan, a group, it's its life. Strong bonds are made, memories of generations are passed through blood, the feeling of belonging somewhere makes us stronger. But it always comes with advantages and consequences. You have to be strong. To be taken into consideration, to be respected, to be someone, you have to be wise and strong, and I lacked both. I was nothing but an Omega, I just followed orders but I was never required, they knew I didn't have what it was needed and expected from me, the daughter of the Alpha. But no matter how different I was, they were still my pack, my family.
I didn't want to stay alone, I didn't want to be a loner, but it was my own fault that i wasn't there the day it all happened. I was too upset with myself to follow any orders so I went for a walk. Gone all day, lost in my thoughts, ignorant of what was happening back home. It was too late, too late for me to do anything. It was all red, it was all silent, the only sound I could hear was the beating of my own heart, the adrenaline running through my own veins and his shaky breath. My father. He was still alive, somehow he survived whatever the enemy did, but he didn't have long, it was almost time he passed away. "You need to become the Alpha Y/N. You need to say it was you who rebelled, and became the leader. Even if that meant killing your own pack" I was too scared, I was terrified but he was right, that's what we wolves do, survive. It was the first time I saw him proud of me, the moment I decided to finish his agony. His eyes were filled with love, and regret. "You are my daughter. You can do this. Survive".
"You must be the Alpha. What happened to your pack?" He was leaning against a tree, scanning the whole scene, smelling the blood in my claws.
Xiumin. I've heard of him before. He was the Alpha of the other pack in this forest. They weren't known for friendly werewolves.
"What do you want?" My heart beat really fast. I didn't have a minute to breathe or mourn my family. He was danger.
"We heard something happen... Didn't think it was just a fight for power, the rising of a new Alpha. But you have no pack now" I could hear his breathing as he came closer, he wanted something from me, I could see it in his smile. "I want to take you as my wife".
"Why would you, take me, a mere wolf who is now without a family" I heard packs normally made alliances with marriages. I was the daughter of the Alpha, this was supposed to happen, but I didn't see the point anymore, he gained nothing from this. "Y/N, right? We've been betrothed since you were born, it's my right to have you". It could be my salvation, the problem was I had no Alpha wood. I wasn't born to rule. And when he noticed he would in the best scenario, he would throw me out.
Tradition said that two wolves can't marry unless they know each other secrets. They become one and hiding things from one another won't let the union flourish. Can I trust him? Will I survive this? It had been a few months after I accepted his proposal, a few months of acting as an Alpha. Some were suspicious, I was nothing but an Omega, wolves could smell it, but no one rebelled, no one dared to question their Alpha. "I can't do this Xiu, I'm not what you think I am".
"I know you hide things, I've known this since the day I found you" iOf course he knew, of course I didn't fool him. He was wise, he was smart. Who was I trying to deceive? "It's worse than that Xiu, I'm not what you think I am. I'm not made for being an Alpha". If he knew, why was he marrying me? Why going through all of this? Why did it hurt, thinking this could be the end. Was it because I couldn't follow my father's last order?
"You became one the moment you took your father's last breath. I know it wasn't you the one who finished with your pack, but it was you the one who received his last breath and his wisdom with it" I diidn't want to be alone again, I wanted to belong somewhere. Do I love him? Yes. That must be it.
"Then, you aren't angry because I lied to you?" My heart felt like being stabbed and crushed at the same time. "Will you find another girl, more suitable for you?" He smiled sweetly like he always did every time he taught me knew things, like every time he saw me in the morning after I woke up, he smiled not only with his lips, but with that half human and half wolf heart. "You are brave, you are honoring your father and pack, you are loyal and you are my soulmate. Do you think I would leave you alone, just like that? I was there that day for one reason, you. Because you are my pack, you'll never be alone again, my little wolf"
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A/N: Well this sucked, I'm sorry I tried XD Kinda long .-. hope you didn't get bored with it! thanks for requesting. Admin A~
