The Feelings...

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-Gwens P.O.V.-

I locked myself in the bathroom and finished wrapping my injures up in bandages. I was flustered and couldn't stop blushing. Tears started pooling down my face from pure anger. Why the hell was so pissed off? I never cried out of anger, or was it really anger. Why did I care of he liked me? That stupid four eyed, big headed, asshole. Out of anger I ended up punching the mirror and it made a nice spider web cracks where my fist was and blood dripped down the glass. Dib knocks on the bathroom door, "Did you just punch the mirror?" I wrapped my knuckles in a rag and unlocked the bathroom door and he steps in. "You do know that's going to cost me my deposit." Dib points at the shattered glass and I look away wiping my eyes. "The mirror started it." Dib sighs and exams my bloody knuckles. "Look, I'm sorry about what I said, just forget it." He says while looking done at my hand.

I stayed quiet, still didn't even know why I was mad and lashed out like that. "Do you wanna know why I fight alone? In case something like this happens and if anyone knew I was working with you they would have killed you. I'm tired of getting innocent people caught in my bullshit, Dib. I wouldn't forgive myself if something happened to you. I know you can fight and I know you can shoot, but it only takes one mistake that will cost you your life." He lifts my chin up and makes me look at him. "I'm well aware of that, but now you know I do care about you and I do wanna help you. I feel guilty staring at you now and seeing how hurt you are and I couldnt do anything to save you." He hands me an ice cold bottle of whiskey with frost still on it. I take a drink and put it on my eye again, "Thanks..." I mutter and he pats my shoulder. "Just promise me you'll stop fighting alone and let me help you." Before I could say anything back we heard someone knocking on the front door like a cop. We both pull out our guns and I look threw the peep hole with my good eye to see a man in a suit with a few bruises on his face. The same man that got away, from my fight earlier. I glance at Dib and whispered. "Its the same douche bag that escaped." He puts a silencer on gun and points to the bathroom. I nod and go hide in there and he opens the door and lets the man in.

I couldn't see much threw the door crack, but I could hear the conversation clear as day, "Your little friend escaped, were looking for her now, but the price has been raised to one hundred grand. The little whore knows how to fight." The man grunts and glares at Dib, "Why does it smell like fresh blood in he-" Before he could finish his sentence I heard a little ping from Dibs gun and I look out to see the man dead on the balcony and is body turns to ash. "Its safe to come out now." I glared at him while he gave me a cocky smile. "I could have taken him." He raises his eyebrow at me seeing I was still badly injured. "You need to take it easy till you body heals." I was in rough shape, but that never stopped me before.

"So do you still wanna relax in the hot tub?" Dib asks me while rubbing the back of his head and I punch his arm. "Last one in is a rotting zombie!" I stripped down to my underwear and bra not realizing I was still in the laced bra and see threw thong then jumped in the hot water. Dib follows behind with a bottle in his hand, "Don't you have a swim suit?" He asks me and I grin and say back, "Nope, why would you prefer me naked instead?" I joke, he blushes bright red thinking about it and I laugh. He hands me the bottle and goes in the bathroom to change and I chugged the whiskey.

With the blood loss, and being submerged in hot water. The liquor was hitting me hard, I was already buzzing. Dib finally joins me while wearing a pair of dark blue swim trunks. I hand him the bottle and he takes a few drinks and cringes, "this is not top shelf whiskey." He complains and I steal the bottle back. "Not everyone can have a bar full of expensive booze like you four eyes." I take another drink and had my arms rested against the edge of the tub. I stare up at the starless sky from the lights from the city.

Then the booze started talking, "So why do you like me anyways?" His eyes got big and he blushed. "What do you mean?" I point at him with the bottle in my hand. "Why the fuck do you like me? I do nothing but tease you at every chance I get, you hardly know who I am. And, I'm a total bitch, who swears like a sailor and drinks like one too. So, how the fuck is a guy like you attracted to someone like me?" I hand him the bottle and he grabs it and takes a long drink before answering me. "Well, you're one of the first people to believe me about Zim being an alien and you took him down twice now. You're funny, you know more about supernatural and paranormal things then I do. You act like you don't care but deep down you have a big heart, and you try to save people." I chuckle and take the bottle out of his hand and drink. "You're also really cute especially when you smile." He blushes and I threw my head back and busted out laughing. I still didn't understand what he saw in me. I wasn't that special, but then again I was also probably the only female that would give him the time of day. "You're a funny one Dib." I giggled and took another drink. "You shouldn't be drinking so much." I point at him again. "Don't tell me how to live my life." "Your going to black out again or end up passing out." He warns me and I for once agreed and hand him the bottle back.

But this time he didn't grab the bottle he reached for my wrist. He pulled me causing me to sit on his lap. That was completely unexpected I couldn't help but to freeze up. "Are you drunk?" I asked, it wasn't like him to do that. "No... " He had his head rested on my shoulder. "You're a ballsy guy you know that?" He braced himself like I was going to beat him, but I patted my hand down on his head. I really shouldn't be doing this since he already has a crush on me. But at the same time, I was enjoying being on his lap and him holding me. I was also starting to feel really dizzy, didn't know if it was from the booze or just me being overwhelmed. "I'm starting to get the spins, I'm going to hop out for a bit." He let's me go and I crawl out of the hot tub and end up falling on the ground with a loud thud.

"Owwww!! Who put this floor here!" I yell and groan rubbing my head. I hear Dib laughing and he helps me up. "You really are a handful you know that?" He says to me I was wondering if he heard me say that about him. I grin then poke his chest. "I know what you are but what am I?" He wraps me up in a towel and I dry myself off. "You mind putting on some cloths?" He points at me and I look at myself. "You've seen me damn near naked before how many times? Why does this bug you now? My bare ass was on your lap two seconds ago." I stand in front of him, this guy was so confusing sometimes. He was getting frustrated again and grabs my arms. "You don't know what its like to be a guy, you can't keep teasing me like this. You have a great body and you keep flashing me with it." I start feeling something poking my thigh and I blush a little myself. He rests his hands to my waist and stares in my eyes. "You don't know how bad I want yo-" I stop him in mid sentence and press my lips against his.

He embraces me and then pulls away, "How fucked up are you?" He asks and I put my arms around his neck. "I'm a little drunk, but your right. It's not fair teasing you and doing the things I do so maybe tonight we could..." I couldn't believe I was going to do this. But I was honestly craving him as much as he was craving me. I also couldn't stop myself from the truth any longer, I liked him, way more than I wanted to admit. He puts his hands on my face and looks at me. "I'm not going to make you do something you don't want to..." I growled and blushed, "What if I told you I want this too? What if by chance I also might have weird feelings about you. You're the first person I've gotten to know in a very long time. Your annoying, your a stuck up, fancy ass rich boy, who has a weird obsession with aliens. But, your also sweet and caring. When I'm in your arms I feel weird, when I'm around you I'm happy. But again, I'm scared to go through with this. I don't want to be the reason you get hurt." I needed to stop talking but something inside me was screaming pour my heart out. For once in a very long time I was completely honest with someone about what I felt. And this terrified me. "You like me? Wow, you must be hammered." He jokes and I shove him off me. "I was being honest with you, yes I maybe an alcoholic but what I said came from the heart. Feelings I didnt wanna believe I had, shit like this is why I don't-" Before I could finish yelling at him he tackles me to the bed and starts making out with me. I caved and made out back and wrapped my arms around me. Finally, get a chance to see what its like to have sex.

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