One In a Million {Nash Grier & Cameron Dallas Fanfiction}

Chapter 20

POV: Nash

It was dark.

REALLY dark.

Like I had no idea that the world could be so pitch and black.

Nash

What the actual crap.

I'm hearing voices now.

Nash!!

Am I supposed to answer?!

"Uhhh I was told not to talk to strangers.... Or strange voices in my head." I said nervously, but surprisingly nothing came out. It was as if it was absorbed.

Your such an idiot.

Woah! Well THAT was rude.

But suddenly it dawned on me that there is only one person I know that uses that strong of sarcasm with me.

"Sam...?" But again, nothing was heard.

Ding ding ding!! Give the boy a prize!!

I could almost feel her smirking.

"Sam! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to make you walk! And-" I gushed, but Sam interrupted me.

First of all, you can't talk here. Just use your head. Secondly, forgive and forget. Thirdly, I wanted to tell you that Cameron was not hanging with your girlfriend. She was with another dude, yes, but it wasn't Cameron.

I was shocked, but definitely relieved. Cameron would never do that of course.

"Well thanks for telling me that the whole reason I got into a crash was a misunderstanding." I laughed forgetting that nothing could be heard.

Mmm you are welcome good sir. She hummed softly.

On the other hand, THAT BITCH! I said in my head this time.

I felt a sharp pain across my cheek.

"Woah! Hey! Did you just slap me?!" I said in surprise.

Yes, yes I did. Watch your language Mr. You may not die, but you definitely don't want to go to hell whenever you do.

Well, somebody was changed.

Then something hit me.

"Why are you here?" I asked nervously.

Took you long enough to wonder.... I'm here because Cameron, Sydney, and I were also in a crash. They, were a lot more fortunate than I....

"What do you mean... Why are you here Sam?" I asked my heart thumping in my chest.

Why am I able to visit you? Why do I know that you can't speak? Why do I know the reason you crashed without asking anybody? How do I know that this is the place between life and death? She said pointedly.

"So?" I asked not understanding.

Come on Nash, you can't be that stupid... Think about it. Your here because your on the brink of death. That's why your clueless.

"No. Don't say it. Please." I was basically begging now.

You need to hear it though. She said in my head sadly.

"No. I don't! If I don't hear it, it's not true." I hissed but annoyingly nothing could be heard.

"Nash, I'm already dead." I could feel her breath against my ear as she whispered and it made me shiver, that is, if I could move.

"It's not true! Your lying!" I screamed. It's a good thing I couldn't move because I would be bawling my eyes out. "You wouldn't leave me. More importantly, you wouldn't leave Sydney!" I protested, but it was still heart wretchingly silent.

I'm not lying Nash... Please, your making this harder for me.

"Good! It shouldn't be easy to leave your friends and family behind!" I hissed.

There's nothing I can do...

"Yes there is! There's something your not telling me." I said getting pissed. "You were able to visit me no problem!"

Nash...

"No! Tell me! Why can't you come back?! Is there a price? Is there a condition?" I asked desperately. "Whatever it is I'll pay it!"

Nash, it's not a money payment...

"Then WHAT?! What is it?!" I wanted to face her so bad. To look into her eyes and know that she was here, with me, but I couldn't move.

The condition is, that when I come back I will not remember ANYTHING.

"And that means...?" I asked confused.

Your so stupid sometimes, Nash. Meaning that I won't remember you, or Cameron, or anything that happened in the last year. I will literally wake up thinking I am still 14. I will have skills and crap like that, but people I've met, events that have happened, and conversations I've had will be wiped. Most importantly I won't remember Sydney the way I do now...

"I- n-no..." I didn't know what to say.

The worst part is, I didn't even watch Vine before this year so I will have absolutely NO idea who you or Cameron are.

"That's awful... There's no way to-" I started , but I could feel her shaking her head already.

I- I don't want to start over with you. I thought we were just getting close and I don't want to loose that.

"I don't care. I love that we've gotten close over this time too, but if I had choice between having you alive or having you remember me. I would obviously pick you being alive where I can be with you." I said without hesitation.

I wanted to hug her so bad. To just hold her in my arms and never let her go.

You'll promise to help me? You can't leave me when I tell you to. No matter how hopeless it may seem you must try. Plus it's not totally hopeless, I could get my memories back.

"Of course I promise. A small price to pay in order to get my favorite girl in the world back." I said quickly.

Good. But before you go, I want you to know that you really should break up with your girlfriend. Just sayin.

"I was going to anyways, but I'm glad you agree." I laughed.

Also, I really like you. Like, a lot, but you probably don't like me so it doesn't really matter. So goodbye, see you in the hospital.

"Wait! No don't leave yet. Not that it will matter, but I like you too. Like a lot." I said softly.

Well then, tell me that when I wake up. Oh! Did I forget to mention I will be in a coma?

"Wait- what?!" I said confused.

But it was too late.

She was gone.

The presence in the blackness was gone.

I immediately felt the emptiness in my heart.

She would be back, yes, but not HER. The one I knew.