Chapter 33

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POV: Sydney

For the past 7 weeks I have had the same dream and everytime I woke up crying and screaming in somebody's arms. Whether it be Sam or Cameron.

I was starting to show. I had already been to a couple of doctor's appointments made by Cameron.

I was grateful to Nash for telling Cam.... I don't think I would've been able to do it.

And Cam was strangely supportive.

He wasn't angry with me at all.

He went to all of the appointments and paid for them.

Him and Sam usually did.

The doctor told me that when we hit about 16 weeks we will be able to see if it is a boy or a girl. The baby's due date is supposed to be sometime in May of next year, but it's hard to say for certain.

I can honestly say I'm excited.

Fall break has come and gone. Sam and I have been doing our online school either at one of our houses or the boys' apartment.

Soon it will be New Years, but most importantly Sam is officially 16 on the 15 of December, which is this week! Yay!

She'll finally be the same age as me!

Nash has something special planned for her I'm sure.

"Sydney, pay attention." I felt an elbow dig into my rib as Sam growled at me.

We were currently doing our online courses and taking Spanish.

"What?" I asked smiling at her.

"Um we're in the middle of school and your zoning out!" She hissed before going back to paying attention to the lesson. She takes this stuff too seriously...

"Sorry.." I muttered before trying to pay attention. It wasn't working.

After we had gotten all of our lessons done we went outside and lay on the trampoline weirdly.

I sighed as I looked up at the sky.

"I wish it could always be like this. Just us two, no baby, no rapist, no boys, no court dates, etc. It was so much simpler before all this crap." Sam whispered wretchedly.

I didn't want to admit it, but it was true.

If I had never have made that Skype call.

If I had just hung up once I figured out it wasn't Sam.

If I hadn't of continued talking to Cameron.

There's a lot of ifs... but it's too late now. The damage is done.

"Sydney think out loud. It's awkward when I just assume I know what your thinking." Sam stated shivering from the chilly weather.

Yes, it's December and we are laying in a snow filled trampoline.

That is completely normal.

"I was just thinking how our lives would be right now if we didn't know Nash and Cameron." I murmured closing my eyes and allowing the cold to surround me.

"Honestly, I wouldn't know because I don't even remember watching these people on Vine, but I'm assuming you wouldn't be pregnant and you've probably gone over all the other bad things in your head already." She stated laying her hands on her stomach. "Not to mention I would still have all of my memories."

I flinched at the reminder of the accident. I had almost forgotten.

Almost.

I sighed and nodded my head, tears threatening to spill over.

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