Five days. It's been five days since Jimin and I fought in the music room. I haven't gone to school for the whole five days. It was now Saturday and I was lying in bed. The curtains were drawn so that no light could get in and my clothes were scattered all over the floor. An awful stench lingered around the room. However, I stuffed my face deeper into my pillows that still had the faint smell of Jimin in it.
"Jiminie..."
It hurt to even say his name now. Because he's not mine anymore. In fact, I don't think he was ever mine and that kills me inside.
"Jiminie..."
I call his name endlessly even though I know it wouldn't change anything. Jimin is gone.
Ring~~~ Ring~~~~
I roll over and grab my phone, looking at the caller id and then answering it.
"What is it Hoseok?"
"Hyung, it's been five days. Don't you think it's time to let go?"
"Geez, Hoseok. Why are you so blunt about this?"
He knew what happened between Jimin and me. In fact, he saw the whole fight scene go down. Turns out, while I was following Jimin, Hoseok was following me. Why he was following me, I don't know. Then again, I don't really care right now.
"Hyung...I'm coming over. Let's talk."
"No, Hoseok! I swear if you-"
"See you in five!"
The call ended. I threw my phone against my wall. Lucky, the phone didn't break.
"Damn it! This fucker doesn't listen to a word I say!"
A few minutes later, Hoseok came running into my bedroom.
"Yah, Hyung~ You need to find a new place to hide your spare key! Under the mat is too easy!"
I gave Hoseok my "I don't give a fuck" face and he sighed, sitting down on the bed with me.
"Hyung...you're killing yourself with this."
I sighed.
"I can't help it. Jimin was my everything. He makes me feel things that I've never felt before. I haven't felt anything since my sister died. He was the first person who made me feel...alive again. Why is that?"
Hoseok put his hand on my shoulder.
"It's because you're in love with him."
I looked at Hoseok, tears threatening to fall down my eyes.
"But how do you know when you love someone?"
Hoseok took a deep breathe and thought for a bit before speaking.
"I think it's when they make you see the beauty in things you once thought were ordinary."
Tears fell from my eyes.
"I miss him. I miss him so fucking much, Hoseok!"
Hoseok rubbed circles on my back, trying to calm me down.
"Hyung...I know you love him. But when we met in the hallway, you said you and Jimin were 'just friends'. He sounded so hurt by that when you two were fighting."
"Urg, Hoseok! That was a big fat, fucking lie! I love him so much it hurts! How am I supposed to tell him that I get shy when it comes to him. That whenever I'm around him I get so tense I can barely move and when he speaks my heart stops. And don't even get me started on his smile, his smile is the most beautiful thing I've seen by far. When he smiles, it feels like I'm complete and I can't do anything but stare. Yes, I love him. I love him so much that I can't figure out how to say it."
Hoseok looked at me shocked but then smiled a little.
"Wow, you must really love him. I've never seen you like this, beating yourself up because of someone."
I smiled.
"Yea, I do. I really do."
"So..."
I looked at Hoseok, confused.
"So? So what?"
Hoseok groaned in annoyance.
"So...go after him! After school on Monday, talk to him! Tell him how much you love him. Tell him everything you told me right now! Gosh, how dumb can you fucking get?!"
I smacked the back of his head.
"Yah, I'm your Hyung!"
Hoseok laughed and I cracked a small smile.
"So anyway, why do you know so much about love?"
Hoseok laughed.
"Cause I've been in love with someone for years now."
I looked at him, confused. Never had I once heard Hoseok talk about someone he loves. He's always been around me since we were three so I never thought he would actually talk to someone else.
"Really? Well, introduce me to him."
Hoseok laughed.
"Alright, Hyung. But I don't think I'll ever tell him that I love him. He loves someone else."
Hoseok's face saddened.
"Oh. Well, you'll fine someone else!"
I gave him a side hug.
"Actually, Hyung I-"
Ding~
My phone went off, telling me that I had a text message. I looked at the id of the text message. And then I screamed.
"HOSEOK! HE TEXTED ME! HE FUCKING TEXTED ME! WHAT DO I DO?!"
Hoseok raised his eyebrow and rolled his eyes.
"Oh I don't know...why don't you read the message?"
I frowned, feeling stupid.
My hand shook as I unlocked my phone and pulled up his message. I read it.
My eyes widened and I dropped my phone, running out of my bedroom.
"Yah, Hyung! Where are you going?"
By then, I was out of my house, running to Jimin's house.
Hoseok was in my bedroom still, walking to my phone and picking it up. He read the message and fell to the floor in shock.
Jiminie🦋
Hyung , I'm sorry.
Goodbye.
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Alright! So that's the end of the chapter! What happened to Jimin I wonder??? Hehehe! I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO JIMIN!!! In the next chapter, Jimin's and Yoongi's relationship gets deeper and things are said. I've already started on the next chapter so I might update again today or tomorrow. It depends. Anyway, I think I'll finish this story. YAY! Anyway, COMMENT, VOTE, AND ALL THAT!!! 💜💜💜
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