once in a lifetime // luke hemmings fanfic

CHAPTER 23 MAYBE NOT

CARTERS P.O.V

its been a couple of days since I told luke about moving to Australia and to say he has spoiling me and spending ALOT more time with me was an understatement but I didnt mind. Today I was going to tell everyone els that I was leaving for 2 years. the guys already found out because luke cant keep his mouth shut. I dont mind I guess, but telling blake ethan and jack, well that was going to be one of the hardest things ever. my three best friends since forever will be thousands of miles away and I was dreading that.

I was snaped out my thoughts by a loud banging on the front door. shit it was already 2pm. I stood up to open the door but a very excited blake walked through the door followed by a tired looking jack and ethan. 

"whats got you all happy" I asked as blake jumped onto the couch.

"well... IM COMMING ON TOUR WITH YOU AND THE GUYS " she shouted and my smile changed. did they not tell her I wasn't going anymore?

" ashton asked me last night. he gave a big speech about how he didnt want to be away from me and then he gave me this" she shot out her and that had the biggest dimond on it ever!

"holy crap balls he proposed" we did a happy yey dance.

"yep. was a nervous wreck I just about had to finish the sentence for him." she replied.

" and she has had us up all night helping her plan it ALREADY!" ethan junped in sprawling himself on the floor.

"oh yes which reminds me. carter clear your plans for for june 23rd next year because I want you to be my maid of honor  and give me away  since my mom and dad have disowned" shit.

" listen blake I love you but I cant." her smile faded.

"why?" the look of hurt in her eyes grew.

" I got the part in the movie. thats why I asked you guys to come round today to tell you. thing is Im leaving in a week and 4 days to go to Australia and start filming this movie. I wont be back for 2 years." I tried to hug her but she backed away

" so what you wont even come to your best friends wedding. thanks carter that means so much" she snapped

"im sorry if I could come back I would. I dont know what my planner will be like. common you have to understand. im just as upset as you!" I tried to argue back but I could tell she was hurting alot, I was to. 

" whatever. I guess I should go. you must have packing to do. congratulations by the way." was all she said before leaving.

I turned from where I was to see a hurt jack and ethan awell.

"you two going to shout at me aswell. tell me how shit a friend I am for not being at her wedding. go right ahead. infact just leave." I shouted at them both I dont know what came over me. I cant believe I just did that.

"that was harsh car. its her wedding imagine if it was the other way around." ethan said before running after blake.

" shes just hurt, we all are. not seeing you for 2 years. well I dont even want to think about that. bye carter,  congratulations" and with that they left.  that was not how I planned for that to go. I was left friends less.  and worst of all I made then hurt. maybe leaving was going to be a good thing?  getting away from here? starting a new life? but what will happen when im back? what if everyone forgets about me?

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" they are just upset babe. I would be two but I get to marry you when you get back so im not to botherd" luke said while chucking clothes from my wardrobe at me.