once in a lifetime // luke hemmings fanfic

CHAPTER 9 LET ME GO

A/N for part of this chapter you need to listen to let me go by avril lavigne and chad kroger. i wil put the link in and say when to play it. This chapter will be quite short aswell.

CARTERS P.O.V

i woke up with Blake taking up practically the hole bed. i rolled over and looked at my phone 23 missd calls from Luke and 14 messages. i put my phone down and ignored them. i got out of bed and went to get breakfast. i saw a note from Blake's mom and read it

*girls*

"I'm away out with Nancy i will be at 6. Blake please do your chores and carter it was nice to see you honey.!

i put the note down and walked to the fridge. i opened it while yawning and saw there was no milk. great. i slipped on my uggs grabbed some money and left a note saying i had nipped to the shop for some milk in case Blake woke up before i was back, although i doubt she would have considering it was 6:30 and still dark out. i walked out the door and it was raining. great. i pulled my hood up and started walking to the shop.

PLAY MUSIC http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqajUg85Ax4

The only one open at this time was about 20 Min's away so i took out my phone and started to scroll through twitter. since the boys became big i have got alot more followers and alot of nice fans have messaged me asking for follows but then you get the mean fans who say I'm not good for Luke and that i should die. i just ignored them tho. i continued to walk in the rain down the street.

LUKES P.O.V

i hadn't slept much  all that was on my mind was carter. i decided to go a jog, maybe that would clear my head? i looked at my phone. 6:30. i got out of bed and chucked on a pair of joggies and a hoodie on considering it was raining. i grabbed my iPod, pulling my hood up and left heading up the street towards Blake's .

CARTERS P.O.V

as i was looking through instagram i bumped into someone dropping my phone i bent down to pick it up.

"ohh um sorry i never saw you" i said while grabbing my phone

"its okay. it was my fault." the oh so familiar Aussie voice i never wanted to hear agin said. 

i looked up to see the boy i was so in love with standing there his ocean blue eyes locked on mine. tears started to well in my eyes. i tried to walk away but he stopped me

" carter please you have to listen to me. " he said shakily and he continued.

"what you saw, those pictures they weren't real. i have no feelings for her you have to believe me. carter i have been going crazy thinking about how much i hurt you. sometime i wish i could give up this whole being famous thing and just be with you. i love you SO SO much car please you have to believe me! i want to spend every day telling you how beautiful you are and prove to you that i will never stop loving you." he said running out of breath.

"save it Luke i don't want to hear your excuses. I'm done being hurt and treated like trash. i thought you would never hurt me but i guess i was wrong." i said quietly. "you should just move on. forget everything. forget the memories. forget me"

i didn't know if i meant what i said but it was to late to take it back.  all i wanted to do was  to run into his arms and tell him never to leave me again but i new i couldn't.

"please carter just listen to me!" he begged but i just stood there

"please Luke you need to let me go" i said crying and walking away.

"i love you carter." he paused

"please don't leave me like this! i cant let you go your everything to me. i need you" he half shouted while he let a few tears slip out himself.

i turned to look at him one last time before turning around and continuing to walk

"i loved you too Lucas. goodbye" i said under my breath as i let more salty tears escape as i  walked out his of  site. leaving him. standing there. in the pouring rain.

LUKE'S P.O.V

"i loved you too Lucas goodbye"   i heard her say under her breath as she walked further away.

"i cant let you go" i said letting a stream of tear descended down my cold cheeks. i just stood there frozen. she was gone.d