Never Enough || KIM NAMJOON

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"Stop crying babe.." Jimin taking me into his warm embrace while his other hand patting my back softly.

I was running away from the situation at the school earlier. I know I will go to the principal's office tomorrow because of that shit, and I still can't stop crying. I hate you, Kim Namjoon. Really. He bashed my friend that defending for me, treating me like a toy that he can get anytime he want. It's obvious his girlfriend just got back from New Zealand, why he still searching for me? Because he want to embarass me in front of his family? in front of his father's choice? Fuckers. I feel want to kill him right away.

"Hey... Stop it.." Tae is crouching in front of me, his thumbs wiping away the tears on my cheeks as he's smiling softly. "You're not our Sooyoung if you keep crying like this."

I shook my head and trying to breath properly before I say my words and Jimin is there patiently caressing my back. "I.. I hate him.." Those are the only words that managed to come out from my mouth.

"We know we hate him too." Taehyung rolled his eyes, maybe reminiscing the situation earlier. "But babe, if you're hating him too much, you will ending up liking him but worst, loving him."

Jimin received a deathly glare from me and Taehyung at the same time making the boy just quietly stay. His words are truth, my father always saying something like that but I can't find the reason to like him, because he's pushing me, using me for only his own good. I shouldn't thinking him as different person after I saw him cry, maybe those all shits are used to lure me to him.

"Now will you stop crying?" Tae asked, I'm looking at the two of them exchangingly. What will I do without the two of them? "Can I hug you guys?" Without i'm waiting, the two of them attacking me with bear hugs, I cry even harder. Thanks  for giving me Jimin and Taehyung, Lord.

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Namjoon POV

"Joonie~"

I groaned in frustration, flicking away the hand that touching my arm.

"Stop it, Jennie. Before I left you here.." I warned but she still clinging onto me. I was forced to bring her out for shopping, my father will hate me more if I do bad thing to her.

"Oppa, you know that I can't go alone. Please go with me for shopping." She pouting, batting her eyelashes to me, she's pretty and cute but always got me annoying. Super annoying, I feel want to kill someone everytime I'm with her.

"No, Jennie. Please don't push me." I pushed her hand away leaving her standing alone in front of Gucci boutique, hell no i'm going in with her, I hate shopping with girls especially someone like her.

I'm still walking around the mall, I'm observing everyone behind my sunglasses and I decided to go to coffee shop. I can't go back home now because Jennie is still here, my dad will be nosy if he knew I left her.

"What do you want to order, sir?"

"One ice americano please." I ordered and focusing on my phone again. I've been stalking Sooyoung in instafame, she accept my request before I met her. It happened when I saw her face on Hobi's account. It was her birthday, she look really pretty as she's growing up, even though she forgot about me after I came back.

I'm not using her for bad, I need her. That's the only words I can describe. I need her to be with me but it's so hard to make her understand my situation. We both clueless and ignorant about our own situation, she slapped me yestersay, it's burned but I knew her heart is hurt much more than that.

"Here's your americano, sir." The girl smiling sweetly at me but I just gave her my card and leaving for a seat after that. My attention got caught after I saw my stepbrother with someone I don't expected her to be.

What is they doing here?

I chose the corner of the table, hiding myself with my black purse, they're too immerse talking each other to notice other people around them. I don't know why do I feel mad looking at them, Seokjin is talking with her like she's an angel, they smiling and laughing, I want to throw my cup toward them.

Then my phone ringing, interrupting my activity. I groaned in frustration and bringing the phone toward my ear, "What do you want?" I answered and I know my voice sounds so harsh right now.

"Namjoonie, where are you now dear?" I looked at the screen of my phone, its my stepmother. What does she want now? I'm out with Jennie already.

"I'm still out , why?"

"Your brother is out for a date now so can you help me to buy a cake on your way back home?"

The phone is fall from my hand and i'm looking at the table where I found them earlier. Date? What does she meant Date?

Is Sooyoung dating with him now?