Never Enough || KIM NAMJOON

42

"Noona, you need to see this."

Jungkook suddenly showing himself on Sooyoung's door, making the girl flinching because of shocked. She currently practice singing and dancing alone inside her room because she need to perfect the new song and choreography, she decided to do them at home because it's feel better.

"Why?"

Jungkook just ignoring her question and pulling her sister's hand, going downstairs and he opened their main door seeing a guy standing there making her heart sinking.

"No."

Sooyoung shook her head and when she about to go back inside, Jungkook holding her hand, giving her the most serious face his sister ever seen in her life.

"Noona, if you keep running away from this, your business with him will never end" and Sooyoung's shoulder fall down listening to her brother. Jungkook is right but the thing is she don't want to face him, Kim Namjoon.

This situation make the past 5 years ago memory attacking her head like crazy ; Where Namjoon begging for her to be his girl and everything, is it going to happen again today? No. That's what on Sooyoung's mind.

"Go, noona. I've been telling him to go inside but he still standing there like a statue and keep looking for you. It's going to rain soon."

"I don't want to!!! Stop pushing me, Jung Jungkook. You don't know my pain, you only know how to push me doing something I don't like!! If it's not because you're pushing me yesterday, I wouldn't even meet him and this will never happen! and now you're pushing me again to talk with that jerk? Fuck off!"

Sooyoung is startled with her own words toward Jungkook, she never talk to her brother in that way, especially using harsh, cursing words that obviously making the boy holding in his tears. Never in his mind that his sister will be so mad. He just want to help, he never want to push her doing something she hates but the other things happened.

"I'm sorry for making you sad, but I think you should say those words to him Noona, not of me." Jungkook said sadly before leaving Sooyoung on the door and going to his room, smacking the door loud. Their parents and older brother are not there because of few outside works and it's never been this intense between Sooyoung and Jungkook.

And the rain is starting to pour heavily. Sooyoung stomping toward Namjoon that standing outside her house with anger, she stands in front of him and before Namjoon could say anything, he received a hard slap on his face from Sooyoung.

"Is that what you want after you came back???? Seeing me broken?? Fighting with my brother??? Leave, Kim Namjoon!!! I hate you!!!" She shouted to his face, both of them ignoring the rain drenching over them. Namjoon shook his head, he actually crying but the rain hides his tears so well.

"I'm really done with your shits! Can't you see i'm hurting because of you???? Stop doing this to me.." Sooyoung continues while punching his broad chest, it's hurt but Namjoon knows, her feelings much worst than what he's feeling right now.

"Sooyoung, please.." He pleads, getting on his knees while holding the girl's hands from walking away. The situation is cliche because of the weather but that's the real thing happening between them now. Namjoon is begging, begging for her, begging for everything. He needs to amend his mistakes. This is not going to end just like that.

"What do you want more???!!! Why don't you just let me die if you really like to see me suffering?!" She flicked away her hands from being touch by him, Sooyoung kicks Namjoon's feets and when she about to go back in the house, the guy shouted for her name.

"It's all happening because of you!!!! You're the stubborn one between us!! You never show your real feeling to me!! You're pretending and sometimes fake, what do you think how's my feelings feel like???!! It's killing me!!"

Those words badly stabbing Sooyoung's heart. Really? That's what Namjoon think about her at all this time? That she pretending, fake and stubborn?

She turned her back, looking at him that now crying hard on his knees. Namjoon never been this broken after his mother died. Only her, able to make him feeling like this.

It's true, Namjoon sometimes feel want to give up but he loves Sooyoung so much. After all this time, the thought of her is the most encouraging thing for Namjoon to keep going even after getting futher from his family. He loves her, so much. That's probably why it's hurting like hell. Sooyoung is stupidly stubborn in his opinion, even after he was pushed to marry Jennie back in the days, he pushed everything away just for ber but Sooyoung seems to give up on them and denying all her feelings toward him. It's just making him mad, she never knew the main reason he left is because he wants to keep being Sooyoung after he came back,

Just like this.

Sooyoung snorted with pain inside her heart, "What did you said? It's killing you? Serious, Namjoon? Then what do you think of what I've done after missing away? I fucking called you!!!" She shouts, giving the guy another hard punches, but Namjoon just letting she doing whatever she wants to him.

"I never pretend to love you!! I never fake myself with you!! And you're the fucking person that can control my damn ego!! How could you telling me i'm stubborn??!" Sooyoung's voice getting weaker as she sobbing really hard, Namjoon just want to stop whatever happening between them now and take Sooyoung into his embrace. His heart already too broken looking at her becoming like this because of his self.

"How could you hurting both of us like this, Namjoon?? I never needed you to come back.. I don't want to hurt myself again." She said before standing up, and really walking away from there leaving Namjoon in the heavy rain alone.

"I'll never look back." She muttered before slamming the door on her back hard.