Never Enough || KIM NAMJOON

8

why is he crying?

I bravely taking a step, nearer to him. He is sleeping. I can see through the sunglasses but he's crying. Heavily crying. I put away his sunglasses and wiping his tears slowly. I don't know the reason why am I doing this but my heart feeling sad just looking at him like this.

Suddenly, his hand reached for mine but his eyes still close. I am surprised by his act. He took my hand to his heart, and whimpering slowly.

"Eomma.. I miss you so much.."

Eomma?

I am stunned by this, I can feel his heartbeat, it's beating calmly as his eyes still pouring tears softly. I don't know why I keep wiping away those rain from his perfect face, I just following my instinct. Something inside telling me that I don't like seeing him crying.

"Miss, we're here." The driver called me.

I slowly putting away his hand from mine. He like a baby, fragile inside and outside. Another part of our walls broke down.

Atleast he is not that all monster.

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"Sooyoung-ah~~ Are you still mad?"

This is the 1030&493020292th times Hoseok Oppa asking me without getting any answer from me in return. I really mad at him, serious talk. He left me, just because he don't want to wake me up from dozing off.

Three days have passed since that day, my head still strongly thinking about him. Stupid, right? It's because something feel different and I don't know what that thing is.

"Sooyoung-ah, stop pocking your foods! and your brother is talking to you. Can you answer him once?" Mom start nagging and I just rolling my eyes annoyingly.

"Stop talking while having meal. You can talk to them later and Hoseok, stop treating your sister like that. You know that she will hate that. Now finish your foods first." Dad talked. Everyone has fallen into silence and continue eating our meals. Between my Mom and Dad, Dad is the one that understand me more. Mom is more to my brothers and I just don't like to care too much.

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"Knock knock knock, do you like to build a snowman?~ Come on let's go and play~~ Please stop sulking, I know you're a sweetie if you're smiling~~~"

I rolled my eyes annoyingly AGAIN. Hoseok oppa is outside my room, changing 'Do You Want A Build A Snowman' lyric with his cringy, cute voice.

"Go away, oppa." I shouted.

"Okay.. bye.." He sadly said but then my door is thumping by him hardly. "Sooyoung-ahhh~ Please open this door. Oppa is wrong. Forgive me or I'll die." He shouting loud and my eardrums can break like this.

I opened the door with fury, and there he is, smiling sheepishly and then realising my mood is not good he quickly acting sad and pouting his lips.

"Please, stop it oppa." I returned to my room, bumping myself on my bed and covering my face with pillow. I feel his presence next to me and hugging me tightly like a teddy bear, "Donsaeng-ah, I'm so sorry. I just don't want to wake you up. Really."

"Auchhhh!" I pushed him away from my bed, making a loud impact on the floor. I refrain myself from laughing. "You're so mean!" He shrieked and faking sobbing. "JUNGKOOK-ahhhhhhhhh!!!" Hoseok oppa suddenly shouting Jungkook's name. I quickly getting up from my bed and Jungkook is coming with a big bucket of ice cream?