Ethan's Desire.

Eight

Ethan Miller.

     The time has finally arrived, slowly i bent down to capture her succulent lips in mine. To taste, to nib, to enjoy and kiss the life out of her and drown ourselves in ecstasy in a world where only we exist.

"Ethan, we can't do this". She whispered to my lips turning away from me.

  Disappointment arose gravely from within me. My first chance to taste her is gone.

  Slowly, i moved away from her and walked towards the door dejected at what happened. Deep down i know she feels the same way as i do.

"Ethan". She called out. Hope flared from within me.

"I'm married. It wouldn't be right to do this. I  hope you understand". She said to me while I was still faced away from her.

I signed dejectedly and replied,

"I understand". Which was what I said before leaving the room.

  I walked down the stairs frustrated at myself. I felt like bawling my heart out for every one to hear. I was so close.

So close,

   But it didn't happen that doesn't mean that i will give up on her even though she might not show that she feels an attraction towards me. I won't still give up on her.

I heard her footsteps descending down the stairs as i watched her.

Man, couldn't she get anymore beautiful.

  For some nights, I've dreamt of her laying beside me in bed after hours of passionate love making.

  After I've buried myself plunged deep within her with my insatiable desire for her to be quenched while pounding mercilessly into her and we'll forever be drowned in pleasurable ecstasy.

  She cleared her throat before she spoke awkwardly breaking the silence.

"Umm ... Would you umm like something to eat or drink?". she asked awkwardly not meeting my eyes.

  "Juice will be fine". I replied feeling parched due to the hot atmosphere going on between us right now.

  She moved away from me and left for the kitchen as i followed behind her. As she was walking, i glanced at her round, perky ass swerving as she moved from left and right.

  It seemed as if there was no room left for my d*ck in my trousers anymore for it to fit. I was straining myself to keep it in check before my fast growing erection becomes visible to her.

  She pulled out an orange juice from the fridge and tried pouring it out for me but get hands began to shake and i reached out and took it away from her. Our hands lightly brushed each other and she withdrew immediately as if she was electrocuted by my touch.

She cleared her throat and mumbled a sorry as i poured myself juice and drank it.

"Look I'm sorry about what happened upstairs it was a mistake Ethan and i shouldn't have started it in the first place by accepting your help". She apologised trying to start a conversation.

"If I hadn't help, how would you have gotten up and look you don't have to apologise its my fault..". I said to her.

"No Ethan I felt like i was leading you on. I'm a married woman and i shouldn't be feeling some kind of attraction towards you in anyway". she said trying to make a point.

My heart sparked at the attention of her having some feelings towards me.

"You feel something for me".  I said taking a step towards her.

"Ethan you know this is wrong if I do anything with you I'll be cheating on my husband and you know that" She whispered taking a step back hitting the table counter with her back pressed to it.

  I approached her again by taking another step close to her. I took her hand in mine and placed it on my chest as she began to pant in agitation.

"Venus, I can't lie to myself knowing that i have feelings for you but it does bother me that i can't be able to reach out like i want to". I sighed then continued.

"But hearing from you that you also have feelings for me is something that I'm happy about even though i can't touch you... yet".  I added.

She took of her hand from my chest and walked away from me.

"Right now knowing that my marriage is on the rocks doesn't mean that i have to cheat on husband".  She said.

"I'm not asking that you should cheat..". I said as she held her hand up signalling that i should wait for her to finish talking.

"Ethan I won't lie, i do feel attracted to you but if I'm going to have some sort of relationship with you it can't be like this at all, i do appreciate your help with what's been going on and all but i don't need anymore problems so I'm gonna try to forget about this and suggest you do the same hoping that we could be friends". She said to me stretching out her hand for a handshake in anticipation that i do the same.

I know fully well that what i feel towards her can't easily just go away but being around her has made my feelings towards her to grow and it can't just be terminated easily.

"I'll  try". I said taking her hand in mine for a shake but at the back of my mind taking a vow to make her mine.

  We walked out of the kitchen to the living room before she asked,
"Would you like to watch a movie with me?".

"Sure i'd love to". I replied talking a seat as she put in a DVD for is to watch.

"I hope you wouldn't mind watching tangled I've only got cartoons for my daughter". She said amused.

"I'm okay with that its effect better than watching barbie with my partner". i joked as she laughed.

  She tapped the play button on the remote as the movie began to start.

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