Ethan's Desire.

Fourteen

Hello guys, I realized that I placed the last chapter as chapter eleven again. I am so sorry and will change the chapter back. Also sorry for the late update.

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Venus Cavannaugh.

" Here are your cream puffs darling". I gestured towards Marie handing her a bowl of cereal.

I thought back to a sleeping Ethan in the room. It seems he was a bit drunk last night when he came to see me. It was already 7:36am when he came down from his room groggily wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.

He sat on the chair next to Marie closest to the kitchen island. He ruffled her hair adoringly as she tried to fix her hair back.

"Uncle Ethan ". She whined with a frown on her face as he smiled at her and she smiled back. She immediately reached into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"I missed you. You left us. Its not fair. Mum was sad and me too was sad". She complained as his brows shot up in surprise on hearing that I was concerned.

"I too was sad". I corrected her immediately avoiding his gaze as I continued what I was doing.

  At the background i could hear them whispering nothings to each other before he quickly shushed her as I turned. I looked back and continued what I was doing. All of a sudden I felt  Ethan's presence closely behind me as i took in a sharp deep breath to steady myself. Immediately, his hands attacked my sides and he began to tickle me and i roared in laughter.

Unable to contain myself from laughing, I tried to move away from him but he drew me closer into his embrace. I could hear both him and Marie laughing together.

  Due to my imbalance, I almost fell if it weren't for Ethan whose hands we're still holding me to his muscled chest. Down below i could feel what was strained in the confine of his trousers just beginning to spark up at contact.

He drew in a sharp breath that was when I realized how much I affected him just by the mere skimming through our clothes only.

'How much effect did i have on him?'. I wondered.

"Why are you holding mummy like daddy does?". Our gaze snapped automatically to Marie whom we had forgotten. I looked down and saw that his arms were still wrapped around me. Immediately I fled from his embraced and wiped my shirt with my clammy hands.

"He was just trying to hold me so I wouldn't fall Marie that's all". I said trying to clear the heated ambience.

  Ethan looked at me and I him. I could see profound lust just staring back at me and I looked away from him trying not to get caught up in anything that might get me into trouble.

I turned back to what I was doing before I gasped in shock and realized that unknowingly and unconsciously that I was already wet.

  I began to hyperventilate, slowly i began to breathe in shallow breaths for a few minutes before I was able to calm myself.

"Holy shit!!". I heard Ethan curse from behind me.

I swivelled my head so fast that I heard a crack.

"Ethan". I cautioned before using my eyes to signal him of Marie's presence whose eyes were wide open glaring at Ethan accusingly.

"Uncle Ethan language!". She said sanctimoniously.

"I'm sorry I just realized that I was going to be late for work". He apologized sincerely looking away.

  I placed a plate of omelet and toasted bread infront of Ethan for him to eat. He looked up smiling and thanked me before eating.

And I went back to what I was doing. Then the phone rang , Ethan was closest to it so I asked him kindly to help me answer it since my hands were filled up.

He nodded and moved to pick up the phone before answering.

"Hello". He said to the reciever.

"Hello". He said again and looked at me with a face showing that no one was answering.

"Hello". He said again and there was a response.

"Who's this?". He asked confusedly.

   His face became straight and cold not showing any emotion as he held it out for me to talk. I moved closer towards him and he placed it in ear gently.

"Hello, who's this?". I asked.

"Who was the guy that just answered the phone right now?". Liam asked angrily. His voice was laced with clear fury.

I shivered which Ethan seemed to notice and almost immediately i looked away and took the phone from him.

"Its no one just a friend". I answered subconsciously looking at Ethan as he looked away from me and left his food to go upstairs with his jaw clenched tightly in jealousy.

Liam chuckled gravely through the phone which sent my nerves hay wire in fear.

"I haven't been gone for so long and you're already frolicking with other men and this is happening behind my back Venus". He roared.

"Liam its not like that you know that I'll never do this to you. He's just a friend helping out". I tried to reason with him.

"Why don't you enjoy yourself with other men without me being around!". And with that he cut the line without me explaining better.

I could feel a headache spreading through my head as I began to rub my forehead to bring it down.

I turned and saw Ethan prepared to leave for his apartment before heading out to work.

He avoided my gaze, I could feel that he wasn't happy because his face held a stoic expression. Everytime I see him he has always been trying to conceal  his emotions away from me.

"I'll be leaving now". He said moving for the door.

"Wait Ethan!". I called back to him and he stopped. "I'm sorry about the way Liam treated you he's just in a bad mood that's all". I apologized.

"Its alright I was never angry anyway".

He had his back towards me, I looked around to see if Marie was around and I walked towards Ethan and placed my hands on his tensed muscled back feeling him breath out the air he has been holding. I clutched his hand and turned him so that I could see his face while I talked to him.

I looked to see his face hard and his eyes closed. I held his face in ny hands.

"I know this has been hard on you, and I wish I could take the pain away but you have to understand that this can never be". I explained to him trying hardly not to cry in the process of loosing the last self control I had.

I took in a deep breath as he opened his eyes showing those amazing blue orbs to me. He took my hands away from his face and held it down at his sides. He untangled our hands and held my face using his fingers to trace every outline of my face in memorization.

  His fingers and gaze lingered on my lips before he placed a lingering kiss on my forehead creating butterflies to flutter around in my belly.

  His shocking lips left my forehead making me feel a light buzz where  he kissed me. He looked into my eyes deeply with a sigh his hands left my face and he smiled weakly before he talked.

"I'll see you later". And with that he left me needy and lonely wanting his warm clad self in close proximity to mine.

"Is Uncle Ethan gone already?". Marie asked me clearly unhappy.

Without looking down i replied painfully,
"Yes sweetie".