Double Take (janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 27

Please read the authors note at the end. It's very important. Thank you.

Amanda's POV

"Goodnight Beau." I smiled as I slowly drifted off safe in Beau's arms.

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I woke up around nine and I headed downstairs to make breakfast where I saw Jai and beau deep into conversation. I didn't want to disturb them until I heard my name. I pressed my ear against the door where I could faintly make out what they were saying.

"Why the fuck would you break up with her Jai!?"

Oh yeah.. I forgot about that.. Just remembering the events of last night brought tears to my eyes.

"I just can't take it anymore! I don't think I can handle her hurting herself anymore. I just want someone normal.." Jai stated.

Well that hurt. I could feel the hot tears streaming down my face. He was lying this whole time about loving me?

"you idiot!" Beau screamed! "you are the reason she cut herself last night. She has cuts everywhere, and I mean everywhere."

I barged into the kitchen before Jai could say anything else and they both just stared at me. I walked up to Jai and stood in front of him.

"I'm sorry I'm not normal. I'm sorry I'm broken. I'm sorry I'm not what you want. And most of all I'm sorry for loving you.."

"Amanda I'm so-"

"Save it Jai. You deserve someone better than a piece of trash." I said coldly and walked into the spare room and woke up Daniel.

"Can you take me to the gym? I need you to train me to fight." I asked.

"Um I don't think that's a good idea..." skip said.

"Please skippy?" I said pulling a puppy dog face.

"Fine meet me downstairs in 10." he sighed.

"Thank youu!"i said giving him a peck on the cheek and walking to the twins room because that's where my bags were and I dragged my stuff into beaus room and took out my leggings, black sports bra, And my orange running shoes. I brushed my teeth and put my hair up into a messy ponytail and headed back downstairs. I grabbed a water and a banana and sat on the counter while I waited for skip.

He came down about five minutes later and then we hopped into his car and we drove a few minutes down the road to the gym.

Daniel was into all this kickboxing stuff and I really need to get all my anger out so why not punch something. Once we got there Daniel put his hand on my thigh which caused me to wince.

"Oh shit sorry.. But um Amanda are you ok with being in a sports bra that just shows all your scars?" he asked. I haven't even thought about that.

"Oh fuck a duck! I totally forgot about that do you have a sweatshirt or something?" He nodded and handed me a dirty pig sweatshirt which I put on.

We walked inside to the gym and Daniel got me tape to wrap around my hands then he showed me how to punch and kick correctly, which I was doing wrong my whole life apparently..after awhile I got really hot so I decided to take off my sweatshirt. I got a few stares once and awhile but daniel would just tell them to screw off.

Once we were done about two hours later we left and went back to the brooks house.

"Hey where did you guys go I was so worried!" beau exclaimed.

"Don't worry beau we were training at the gym." Daniel replied.

"Oh okay. Um Amanda you're bleeding let's go get cleaned up." Beau said as he took my hand and lead me into the kitchen where he picked me up and sat me down on the counter and pulled out the first aid kit. I hissed as he rubbed the alcohol wipes over my cuts. he simply said sorry and continued. After he was done I freshened up and got changed. all of us were having a movie day so that's what we did. I ended up squished in between Luke and James as we watched perks of being a wallflower.

I ended up sleeping with luke last night in his bed which was extremely awkward considering we were on the bunk above jai.. just hearing his name makes me want to cry and kick him in the throat at the same time...

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So it's been about two weeks since Jai and I broke up and Noah and I have been getting really close.. Adam and I finally went home but we spend most of our time there anyway. I was going to a party with noah tonight.

Wear something hot tonight babe ;) x picking you up at 8 xx

-Noah

Um ok that was weird.. We are just friends. But I'm a single woman now. I am going to wear something not too fancy. I was wearing an orange skater dress that went about mid thigh and I straightened my hair so it was super straight and I put on some dark eyeshadow and some black eyeliner. I also put on some cherry lip gloss and I painted my nails black to match my black heels as well.

There was a knock at my door and I opened it to see Noah wearing black skinny jeans, and a black shirt with his vans.

"Ready? this will be a night you'll never forget."

And he was right. I will never forget what happened that night.

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~Amanda