I don't want to be alone.
I don't care if I don't have any friends,
As long as I'm around people.
I wouldn't care if no one sat with me at lunch or talked to me in class.
I wouldn't care if no one came to my house to hang out or never invited me to a party.
I moved at the beginning of summer so I don't have any friends to hang out with over the break.
I have some neighbors my age, which is cool, but they aren't home most of the time.
This is why I listen to music and am on the computer or video games or whatever.
Because if I write or just walk around by myself I'll start to think what I'm writing right now.
And I don't like to think, because I think about my life.
And instead of the positive things in it,
I think about every single negative thing.
Including how I should be grateful for the life I have when some people are living under a bridge.
And I am grateful, I'm just a spoiled brat who has to get her way.
And I hate it.
I hate that I'm like this and I can't be happy and content with what I've got.
