i'm still hoping that the past never ended
and my childhood was still me
full of purple's blue's green's
pretending I was older
doing older things
dreaming about a world that now
i wish i could not see
how i wish my life was full
of what used to be
gumdrops lollipops
fantasy
content with whatever
happy for friends
family was seen morning and night
jobs were stable
never uptight
i was free to be me
but never again
will i be that girl
dancing to the music.
