𝐒𝐓 & 𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐖𝐎 !! (𝙍𝙀𝙌𝙐𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙎 𝘼𝙍𝙀 𝙊𝙋𝙀𝙉!)

CHAPTER 14.2 (i.g)

BIPOLAR
It was getting worse, the constant happy and unhappy ordeal was beginning to make me feel as though I was the one hurting him. One minute he would be kissing on me and saying how much he loved me and then he would push me off saying to leave him alone. I always felt uneasy when I was around him now, like at any moment he would break and go ballistic. I was there for him because if I wasn't, I would be counted as the girlfriend who didn't give a fuck about her bipolar boyfriend. His family was there for him, he had meetings with doctors to figure this whole thing out but all they would say is 'leave him be' and we couldn't just sit and watch him break, so we took matters in our own hands and thought it was best to put him in a ward..
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I felt uneasy as we went to go visit Ian for the first time since he has been at this place, I felt bad for just stuffing my boyfriend in a ward and leaving him there, but what else were we supposed to do?
Fiona- you okay?
You- okay as I'll ever be..
She nodded and we made our way to the gate, guards and police were guarding it safely. I gulped and looked around me, some people stood at the gate banging on it harshly. I felt as though I was going to collapse right there, like if I moved another step I would pass out. So I stood there, frozen in place.
Fiona- Y/n.. we have to go in
You- I can't do this
She sighed and walked up to me and put her hands on each of my shoulders.
Fiona- we have to do this.. for Ian
I sighed and looked at her nodding, she smiled and we began to walk into the gate. I felt as the people stared at me as I walked in, their eyes burning holes in my body like they haven't seen a woman in years.
The thing buzzed causing me to jump once more, we sat down and out came Ian. He looked at me and I smiled nervously.
Fiona- hey Ian..
Ian- hey
You- hi Ian..
He looked over at me and looked back to Fiona, I sighed and put my head down.
Fiona- come on Ian.. talk to her!
I looked up at him with watery eyes and he looked over at me, his features soften and he put his head down.
Ian- I'm sorry Y/n, fuck I'm so sorry!
I furrowed my eyebrows and touched his hand softly.
You- Ian don't say sorry baby..
Fiona- I'll leave y'all alone- I love you Ian
Ian- love you too
She then left leaving me and Ian alone, he looked at me and smiled with tears still streaming down his freckles face.
Ian- I love you and miss you so much ! I hate being this way towards you Y/n.. you don't deserve it
You- as long as I'm with you, I'm happy
He lifted my hand and kissed it softly making me blush profusely, he chuckled.
Ian- I love you so much y/n.. remember that please. Remember that
You- i do, I will baby
Guard- let's go Gallagher
He looked at me with sad eyes and I hugged him and I watched him be sent away.

Once I got outside I sobbed into Fiona's chest, I missed him and I hated that he had to be here.

But its for the best, right?