𝐒𝐓 & 𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐖𝐎 !! (𝙍𝙀𝙌𝙐𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙎 𝘼𝙍𝙀 𝙊𝙋𝙀𝙉!)

CHAPTER 15.2 (n.s)

GIN SADNESS
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The feeling as the alcohol went down into my aching body made me sigh, the feeling of my heart beating faster when the alcohol had finally reached my body making me feel a little hazy. I wanted to stay in my house just drinking this burning alcohol, but I knew if I sit here and do this it would get worse in the long run. I hate that it had to get worse. I hated that everywhere I turned reminded me of what I lost and how bad I missed her. I gulped the last of the gin in the clear bottle, I sighed as I felt the burning flow down my throat slowly.
I looked over at the picture of us on my bed side table, she looked so happy. I remember that day. We had just went to Disney land and it was her first time there and she was so excited to go. That was the day I asked her to be my girlfriend, right in front of the castle. She started crying and I told her that she shouldn't cry and that I loved her so much.
I sighed as I thought about that amazing mark in our lives, I got out of my bed for the first time in weeks but suddenly collapsed. I cried for her, yearned to feel her. I needed her, so badly.

I heard a sudden knock on the door making me jump and wipe my tears, I walked slowly to the door and opened it to see her standing there with blood shot eyes and a quivering lip.
You- I forgive you.. I need you
My eyes widened and I pulled her in, and put my lips on hers making sure to savor the moment for as long as possible. I pulled away and she still had her eyes closed, I smiled and she finally opened her eyes.
Noah- I'm so sorry.. I miss you princess
She smiled and hugged me oh so tightly making me smile, I wrapped my arms around her petite waist. I loved her and I'm never letting her go again.