Mental-Taekook

~7~

~jungkook~

everything was going great, until you fucking knocked me out.

what they said i didnt care, i wasn't scared.

i think i should be.

But I'm not, I'm not scared and that's what worries me, as soon as I met you I've been stuck in this dreamland, where I'm not afraid anymore,

I dont like to be pushed around, And be discarded when people like him walk away, he seems so peaceful, did i do something to set him off?

i tried opening my eyes, it's like they were glued shut, i was somehow too exhausted to open my eyelids, trapped in the nightmare that is my thoughts.

I don't deserve this, I don't deserve this happy life that I've got, these happy thoughts that i think, I've always had a good life,

The perfect parents the perfect house, it was never a home, I was never a perfect piece that could fit into the game board that was my so called home,

People die and lie for that,

Some fuck some person for that,

I grew up from that perfect life, I got the job I wanted, Ive always gotten everything I wanted, but when I look at Taehyung, I feel like an injection of different is stuck in me,

I don't like him, but I want him, lust not love.

Look at me, still haven't changed myself, I can't take the higher road here,

He doesn't deserve the pain he feels, he's not crazy,

Just confused

~Taehyung~

Normally they dont take this long to wake up, I did put more than usual, because normally my targets arent fucking muscle pigs, I have no clue where we are, I sort of just started driving after i dragged him into the passenger seat,

I glanced at him again, he's trying to wake up, no one ever tries to do that, the place the get trapped in, doesn't allow them, god he's a fighter.

he's unprepared, he should be scared.

It irks me how normal he acts around me,

I crave how scared people are of me, I worked for that, that's my legacy,I need to protect it, it's all I have.

What is my legacy? Exposing a murderer? A kidnapper? Yet that's all I was, all I am, I can't change, not now, not when I've gotten this far, I'm finally in charge, I'm finally in control.

This is my life, I won't give in to society I can't, I'm an outcast now, I'm forced to be different,

Everyone thinks they can just leave me to die, I'm going to keep him, he's going to belong to me, he won't own me no, but I'll own him, his precious hair and skin will become Kim Taehyungs, world psycho

I glanced at him again, sighing I speed up the car, the boredom was getting to me, and nothing ever good comes from the boredom, it's like my own little voice, telling me what to do. Someone always ends up hurt, and no one ever stops it.